Park Jaeni and Kim Namjoon has been in love ever since they were young adults, now that they're in their adult years, were they willing to step up their relationship? Jaeni was ready to, but Namjoon wasn't fully ready, not having the desire to have...
Hello, I am Park Jaeni, I am the mother to my adorable son Park Soobin. I work as a wedding planner and party coordinator. As Soobin was growing up, I have been working hard to provide for him as all mothers would do.
I know it would be easier if there were complete parents, like a mother and and father but...
The truth is, Soobin never met his father.
Because, the father of my son is a dangerous man.
Soobin's father is Kim Namjoon, a powerful and rich man. A well-known man in the gang world, also known as RM.
We were in love.
Very much.
He was a loving and caring boyfriend, but I had to leave.
I had to..
I was afraid..
~~~Flashback~~~
"Mmm..." I moaned as I felt kisses on my neck. "Mmm..Namjoon.." I said and he chuckled. "Good morning Love.." he rasped out with his morning voice.
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I rubbed my eyes and yawned. I sat up from our bed and Namjoon wrapped his arm around me. I leaned in his touch.
"Good morning Joonie.." I said. "Morning Love.." he said and kissed my forehead. "Mmmm...I wish everyday was like this.." I said.
"It will." He said. "Joonie?" I said and he hums in response. "Have you ever thought of us having a family? Like get married and have kids?" I asked. He sighed, he turned me to face him.
"Love, that's not really my priority right now, I don't think I'll ever be ready to have kids.." he said.
"But what about getting married?" I asked. "Of course Love, some day."
"Then kids?"
"Love no, I don't think I'll ever think of that." He said and I just nodded sadly.
"Love, there's a reason why you went on birth control, it's not easy to raise a child, especially when I work dangerously. You know how I can get when something ticks me off." He said.
"I know, I'm sorry if I pressured you." I said and he smiles. "It's alright my Love, now let's go shower and get ready." He said.
We went to the bathroom and washed up, I was blow drying my hair as Namjoon dried his hair with a towel. We got dressed and I sat on the bed.
"I need to go now Love.." Namjoon said and kissed my forehead. "Okay, stay safe, I love you.." I said.
"I love you too.." he said before leaving. I went to the the kitchen to make breakfast and maids helped me as well. When my food was ready, I set up the dining table and ate my breakfast.
