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I Lost Her | Pt. 2

"Where are you going Jungkook?" Jimin asked the maknae.

Jungkook adjusted his cap, "I'm just going to the cafe. Want me to get you anything?"

"Sure. Can you get me a caramel macchiato?" Jimin asked, with a smile on his face.

Jungkook nodded to his hyung, "Okay, I'll be back."

Then he left the dorm, off to the cafe. Even though where he was going was a popular hangout for idols, he still wore a hat and mask.

Nearly three months had passed since Jungkook and Eunji's breakup. Neither one was willing to admit that those three months have felt nothing but oppressive and heart aching. Both tried so hard to convince others that they were okay, when deep down they were far from that.

For Jungkook, moving on was the hardest part. Though the pain in his heart dulled, he still wasn't able to completely move on from Eunji. He only realized what he missed now that he had lost her. It really hurt to know that he had hurt the person he loved most.

He thought about how lonely Eunji must've felt when he ignored her. He wished that he could turn back time and fix everything. To make her feel loved and hold her in his arms. If he could do it all over again, he would never hurt her.

Jungkook sighed to himself and opened the cafe door. The other night he had been up late practicing his solo choreography. After getting barely four hours of sleep, he was in desperate need of some caffeine.

"Eunji-yah!" He heard someone call out. Jungkook stopped in his tracks and turned to the direction of the voice.

She was the first thing he noticed. She was wearing a smile on her face as she waved to the person who called her name. She was just as pretty as before, maybe even more.

The second thing Jungkook noticed was that she was walking towards JB from Got7. Why was she meeting up with him? Had she moved on from him already?

Eunji rushed over to the leader of Got7 and hugged him. "Hi Oppa, sorry I'm late," She said, squeezing him tight.

Jaebum chuckled and squeezed back, "Don't worry about it. How have you been Eunji-yah?"

"Good," She replied, pulling away. "Thanks for making time to see me. I know how busy you've been with promotions."

Jaebum ruffled the girl's hair, "Hey, anything to hang out with my favorite girl."

"Ah, I should go take my order," Eunji said. "I'll be right back."

Jaebum nodded and sat back in his seat, "I'll be waiting."

Eunji gave him a smile before walking away from the table to the counter. She glanced up at the menu to see what her options were. Those blueberry macarons looked really good.

The line was a little long so she would have to wait a bit. She went to pull out her phone, when she saw a familiar figure out of the corner of her eye. Without thinking, she glanced up to get a better look of the person. She froze when she recognized him. Jungkook.

Eunji didn't think it would hurt that much. The past months without him felt almost the same as when she was with him. But a part of her missed him and she hated it. She hated it because she still had feelings for him and she tried so hard to ignore them. Why was it so hard for her to get over him?

Maybe it was the fact that when they were in a relationship, Eunji knew that he was hers and she was his no matter how much she resented him. Maybe it was because Jungkook was the first man she had ever had a real relationship with. He was the first man who gave her warmth. He was also the first man she had ever come to love.