Restricted// Anakin Skywalker x Reader (Book 1)

Chapter 35

I didn't say anything. I was in total shock and fear. "Master?" Ahsoka shook my arm. Putting myself back together, I cleared my throat, "Hello Wes. It's been awhile." Wes gave me a slight smile and said, "How have you been?" Why is he being nice?

"I've been good." I looked at Ahsoka, "How about you?" I looked back to Wes, preparing myself mentally for an explosion of accusations, but instead I got a, "I've been doing alright. Recently has been tough on our family, but we'll get through it. We always do."

"I'm sorry to hear that. I hope all goes well. How-" I paused for a second, then proceeded to finish my sentence, "How has Minx been?" Wes looked at me with disgust, then confusion. "You don't know?" Raising an eyebrow, I questioned, "Know what?" Wes sounded like he was choking back a sob. "Minx is dead, y/n."

Haha. "That's real funny Wes. Come on, don't play me like that." Wes's face was serious and drained of color. "No she's not." I convinced myself. "Have you heard from her? You probably didn't. Message her." I told Wes. Wes spoke in a sad voice, "Y/n-"

"Message her now!" I ordered. Tears formed in my eyes, but didn't fall-yet. I sensed Ahsoka's empathy, making me shout, "Message her! What are you doing? Are you brain dead? Hurry up!" Wes and Ahsoka's heads fell, putting me in complete shock.

"Y/n, stop worrying so much. We'll pass our test and finally become padawans. This is what we've wanted for so long." Minx said as she spread herself out on one of the beds. She flipped upside down and let her long, black hair fall off the side of the bed. "Minx, I'm not nervous, I'm just.."

"Nervous." She finished and flipped over onto her stomach. She put her hand under her jaw and held her head up. "You always do this. You just need to relaaaax." She dragged the 'a' in a calm voice.

"It's easier said than done." I huffed and sat on the side of my bed, next to hers. "Stop thinking so much about stuff. Just wing it. Listen to your instincts." I replied, "But-" Minx interrupted me, "No buts. Shut out everything and focus on what's in front of you. That's what I do and I always pass."

I smiled at my best friend. "You're too good at convincing people Minx." She smiled and rolled back onto her back. "I know."

Silence took over the room until I stormed to the shop's entrance. Using the force to make the door open, it almost broke off the hinges. Charging down the pavement, tears ran down my eyes. Pushing people out of my way, I started sobbing.

Different emotions ran through my body and mind- pain, regret, anger, hate. I hate myself for not visiting her sooner. I hate myself for leaving her. I hate myself for killing her. Hearing something that made me even more upset, I closed my fists tight. "Y/n." Anakin was reaching out. He could feel me.

Not replying, I continued to charge through the rather large crowd that was outside a bar. Continuing my path, I pushed through and made it through the crowd and proceeded down the pavement, turning a corner into a vacant area.

"Hey babe!" A guy on the side of the building called out behind me. I could sense multiple guys around him. Ignoring them, I kept walking, making them start following me and catcalling. One ran in front of me, making me stop. The guys surrounded me, saying disgusting things.

"You're a sexy piece of ass, you know that?" One whispered in my ear with alcohol on his breath. He was so close that I could feel his stubble against my cheek. The guy gripped my ass, making me punch him away.