Restricted// Anakin Skywalker x Reader (Book 1)

Chapter 61

When I woke up, I was only able to sleep for a few hours. I couldn't get my mind off of the thought of me being pregnant.

Sitting up, nausea built up and had me run into the bathroom and drop by the toilet. As I held my hair while I vomited, I couldn't help but be thankful that Anakin wasn't here to see me like this.

When I was finished, I flushed the toilet and washed my hands. Walking back out into my room, I put on my clothes and Jedi robe, then went to the medical center.

Making my way through the halls, my former Master stopped me. "Y/n, I have urgent news." Shaak Ti spoke. I questioned, "What news?"

"The council tried to contact you but couldn't get ahold of you. You and your Padawan are being sent to Onderon with General Skywalker and his Padawan along with General Kenobi. Your clone commanders Rex and Bodhi will also go to help the rebels."

"What's happening on Onderon?" I asked. "King Rash has sided with the Confederacy of Independent Systems. The Separatists have taken control of Onderon and the rebels are planning to take back the major city, Iziz. The problem is that they lack supplies and knowledge of the way the droids function which is why you all will go train them. Y/n, you will not fight their war, only help them." She emphasized.

"Yes, Master. When do we leave?" I questioned. "Tonight. You will be dropped off at night in the woods so no enemy spots any of you." She explained. As if the timing couldn't be better.

"Master, I thought General Skywalker was on Mortis." I said. "He just got back and informed the council that he was able to kill the Son, but the Father died as well."

"But the Force is back into balance, right?" I asked. "Yes. Have you not felt it?" Master asked concerned. "Um.." I paused. Why didn't I feel anything?

"Yes, I did. I just wanted to make sure what I was feeling was correct. Thank you." I bowed my head. "Y/n, what's wrong? You're tense." My Master observed. Rocking back and forth on my heels, I lied, "Nothings wrong, I'm just tired is all."

"Alright. Good luck." She bowed her head. "Thank you." I bowed my head once more before heading off to the medical bay.

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I was only a few hallways away from the medical bay in the Temple before I heard a familiar voice called my name which made me stop. "Y/n." Anakin smiled as he came up to me. "What's wrong? You're tense." He asked. "Nothing, just didn't get enough sleep. Let's move somewhere private." I kept my head low.

We moved behind a large pillar and hugged each other. Finally getting the strength to look up at him, I gasped. "Anakin, what is this?" Tracing the scar that went over his eye, he held my hand, "It's nothing. The Son just got a bit upset. No big deal."

Instead of saying anything, I took Anakin in my arms again. We stayed still for a few seconds, then I pulled away, "I have to go do something real fast." Anakin pouted, "You're leaving me?"

"Shut up." I laughed, "I'll meet you in your room." Anakin smirked and raised an eyebrow. "No." I said strictly which made his face drop. "I'll see you later."

-

"Hello?" I asked as I stepped into the empty, white room. A droid exited a room behind the desk and came up to me, "Hello. What can I do for you?" The female voice asked. "Hi, um.." I breathed, "Are you programmed for pregnancy tests?"

The droid replied in her mechanical voice, "No, we are prohibited from doing such thing since Jedi don't get pregnant since it's against the code. Why, are you pregnant?"

"No, no, it's for someone else. Thank you." I left the room through the glass doors and didn't stop until I was outside of the Temple. What am I gonna do?

-

Knocking on Anakin's door, I waited until he opened it. Moving himself out of the way, he left me inside. Coming in, he closed the door behind me and hugged me. "I've missed you." He groaned. "You were gone for a day." Wrapping my arms around him, Anakin held me tighter, "A day too long."

Pulling away, I put my hands on his cheeks and felt his new scar with my thumb, "Son did this?" I asked. "Yes. We were fighting then Father distracted him so I could kill him." He confirmed as he held my arms.

"Anakin, I'm afraid." I confessed and put my arms down at my sides. "Why, my love?" He caressed my cheek with his gloved thumb. "I didn't feel anything change in the Force when you killed Son."

"That's strange. Have you talked to Yoda?" He asked. "No, but I lied to Shaak Ti about it." I sighed. "Personally, I would talk to Yoda about it, just to be safe. The decision is up to you." He smiled. "Alright." I slouched, but Anakin held my arms.

I asked him, "Are you ready to go to Onderon?" Anakin groaned and pulled away, "Can't wait." He walked into the bathroom and held himself up with his arms on the sink. "Your hair is getting longer." I said as I sat myself down on the bed.

"Yeah, should I cut it?" He turned around. "No, I like it. Let it get a bit longer." I smiled with my hands in my lap. Anakin chuckled and turned around, turning the sink on, "Anything for you." He lowered his face into the water that sat in his cupped hands.

"Onderon is gonna be interesting." I spoke. "Yeah, Ahsoka knows a guy from there. His name is Lux Bonteri." He said while drying his face off. "How does she know him?" I asked. "She saved his life on Carlac after his mother was killed by Dooku." Anakin explained and walked out of the bathroom to the bed. Sitting himself down next to me, he put his real hand on mine.

"Can we rest until we have to go?" I asked. "Of course." He laid back and I adjusted myself next to him. Wrapping his arms around me, I faced away from him.

As much as I tried to rest and clear my mind, the thought of me being pregnant lingered, which kept me awake while my husband slept peacefully next to me.