Restricted// Anakin Skywalker x Reader (Book 1)

Chapter 15

"Fear, pain, I sense in you y/n." Yoda said as I stood in front of the members of the Jedi council. They sat in their chairs with their robes on, watching me carefully. Their judgement densely filled the room, making it feel as if air was not very available. "Path to the dark side, it is."

"Masters, I've been having visions ever since my encounter with Count Dooku. I don't know if he's done something to disrupt my meditation, or if remnants of the past are coming back on their own." I explained. "Visions?" Mace Windu asked. I nodded, "They're of the people I care about in pain. I can't meditate anymore without them showing up."

"Troubling, this is." Yoda moved his hand to his chain, rubbing it slightly. 

"Meditate in front of us, y/n." Master Stass Allie declared. Turning to face him, I asked in a disbelief tone, "What?"

"Are you questioning our judgement?" Mace Windu's eyes pierced into mine. He was cold, always have been. Shaking my head no, I apologized and bowed my head, "Forgive me."

Closing my eyes, I focused, having the principles of the Jedi wash through me like a river's intense current. But then, the dark side took over; the coldness and pain. Suffering surged through my body.

I was standing in a foggy, dark, and empty place. A mix of distorted voices spoke out saying, "Join me" and, "Don't do this." 

The reoccurring sound of babies crying filled my mind and heard Obi Wan repeat to them, "You're safe now." The voices went away, then Anakin appeared in front of me in pain, holding his head. He was hurting tremendously. Falling to his knees, he panted and screamed in agony. Sprinting towards him, I knelt down in front of him only to watch him turn into fog.

Spinning my head around me, my eyes searched for something- anything. This was driving me crazy. I needed answers, but I wasn't getting any.

A man in a black cloak with his hood up materialized in front of me with his back to me. He turned his body to me and held his hand out in my direction. Electricity began pulsating through his fingers towards me. Just before it hit me, I fell back onto the ground, stopping the visions.

Panting, I looked towards the Jedi who looked uneasy. "Extremely disturbing, this is." Yoda frowned as I stood up. "We will meditate on this, young y/l/n." Mace Windu said. I nodded and before I left Obi Wan called out to me, "You must be careful, y/n." I replied, "Yes Master."

-

While I walked back to my room, Anakin caught up with me. "What did they say?" He asked as we went inside my apartment. "They wanted me to meditate in front of them. So I did." I said. "And?" I sighed and explained, "Yoda said it's disturbing and Obi Wan told me that I need to be careful. That's all."

Anakin embraced me in a hug. He could sense my disappointment with their answer to my situation. "Everything will be okay, y/n. I'm sorry they didn't have an answer." Wrapping my arms around him, I asked him with my head in his chest, "Tell me about your day." He chuckled, "Nothing exciting. Just got promoted to General, no biggie." I pulled away with a smile on my face.

"You're a General? Oh my stars Anakin! That's wonderful!" I exclaimed. "I know." He responded proudly. "I also get to meet my regiment tomorrow."

"I'm so happy for you! This is huge!" I grinned as I pulled his face to mine and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around my waist, then down to the back of my thighs and picked me up. Walking over to the bed, Anakin laid me down and bent down, starting to kiss my neck.

A slight moan escaped my lips due to the foreign feeling. He chuckled against my skin, sending shivers all over my body. Stars that feels good.

His lips moved back up to my face, kissing my jaw and down the my chest. He slid his hand under my shirt and up to my breast. Out of instinct, I moved his arm away from my boob. "Anakin" I breathed, "I'm not ready. I'm sorry." I spoke as I sat up, moving him off of me.

He sat up on the edge of the bed. I sat next to him, visibly uncomfortable at what he would say next. Smiling, he grabbed and held my hand, "Don't apologize y/n. If you're not ready, then you aren't. Nothing to be sorry about." Anakin moved his hand up to my cheek and gave me a peck on my lips.

Anakin questioned, "Are you hungry?" Grinning, I nodded. "What do you want to eat? I'll go and pick it up for us." I am so lucky. "Can you get me Nuna legs and soup please?" Anakin nodded and kissed my forehead. "I'll be back in a bit."