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P R E V I E W
What if he never held my hand that night? What if we never left and stayed back at the party? What if he never kissed me on the ferris wheel? What if he never even met me?
What if we never collided in the hallway?
Would this still be the same?
Would I still be lying here with a hole in my chest? Would I still be able to hold him in my arms? Would I still be able to fall in love with him, deeper and deeper every single day?
Would he still be alive?
Would I still hold onto him?
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P L A Y L I S T
ungrateful - nina nesbitt
↳ do you ever think about how we're
obsessed
living in a world that just don't exist
❁
dancing with your ghost - sasha sloan
↳ Never got the chance
To say a last goodbye
I gotta move on
But it hurts to try
❁
what a time - julia & niall
↳ I think of the night in the park, it was
getting dark
And we stayed up for hours
❁
back to you - selena gomez
↳ You're stuck in my head and
I can't get you out of it
❁
issues - julia michaels
↳ Yeah, I got issues
And one of them is how bad I need you
❁
astronomy - conan gray
↳ It's astronomy,
we're two worlds apart.
❁
i like me better - lauv
↳ To not know who I am but still know
that I'm good long as you're here with
me
❁
my my my - troye sivan
↳ I die every night with you
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D I S C L A I M E R
All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express permission of the author except for use of brief quotations in a book review.
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T R I G G E R W A R N I N G
➵ Homosexuality
➵ OCD
➵ Bipolar Disorder
➵ Suicide
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U P D A T E S
New chapters will be updated at least once a week. <3
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D E D I C A T I O N
This story is dedicated to every queer person out there, majorly the queer kids and teenagers. Its hard. The struggle is real and it's about time you don't find it compulsory to fit in.
This book is also dedicated to anyone struggling with their mental health. We might not say it or show it, but we are all fighting our inner demons.
It's only you that matters. You have to feel beautiful and good about yourself and only that can make things better.
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I don't know what they are called, the spaces between seconds - but I think of you always in those intervals.
- Salvador Plascencia
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