❝Kid, don't do that!❞ It was as if I could almost feel him smile-Hear it in his voice, let the warmth of it deluge my heart.
❝Why not?❞
❝It tickles, Allan.❞ I looked into his eyes as he chuckled. Just then i noticed a strange spark of uncertainty a...
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Here it is. Okay fuck.
Why are you nervous? No.
I CAN'T BE NERVOUS IT'S JUST ALLAN. ALLAN FUCKING COLEBROOKS. The same Allan. Stupid. Fucking. Allan.
I mean I am not nervous. I am more like scared what his reaction is gonna be. But I won't tell him. Like I won't tell anyone. Like okay yeah I get it that I made up that my father just had a car accident and that his health condition was really bad but like ugh how do I get this goofiness out of me and pretend like that actually happened?
Cus if people get to know I made all of that up cus I am a bloody pyscho and an actual mental patient would literally ruin the rest of my school (and social) life. As if being brown already didn't do enough damage.
Ugh!!! SUCH A HEARTLESS BITCH I AM.
But he doesn't judge. Allan doesn't judge and that's the best part of it all. He never learnt how to judge someone or basically question someone. He doesn't judge people cus he has been through it and goes through it every single fucking day. So he knows how it feels.
But I ghosted him for a month and a half STRAIGHT. Okay WOW WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK NISHI.
Get a grip. Get a grip. Calm down. CALM THE FUCK DOWN NISHI BAHL.
Okay. BREATHE.
I rang the bell and instantly Allan's mom opened the door.
"Hey Audrey. How are you? Where is Allan?" I launch questions like bullets for Allan's mom before she starts asking bout the whole accident incident.
"Yeah. He is still asleep. Nishi–" she was soothing and calm but fuck I had to cut her off in between cus obviously I can't deal with anymore of the sympathy for something that never really happened. "Okay I got some coffee for you. Here is your hot sizzling coffee just as you like and here is Andrew's green tea." I handed her the cardboard tray that held two cups with lids on. Allan's dad didn't like coffee much. He lived on green tea. I took mine and Allan's Frappuccino cups in my hand. Dang! They were cold. "I am gonna go upstairs and wake up our sleeping beauty." I rushed towards the staircase.
"But. Nishi—" I heard her say something but obviously I didn't stop. She was rushing behind me as I started running up the stairs.
I turned and went a few steps down. She was still standing there confused. "And Audrey. You look thin." And I rushed upstairs again. I knew she was blushing. Ugh! I am a big liar.
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Dummy passed out with his laptop on. He was probbly watching Netflix. Or talking to Jess. Or watching porn? Who knows?
I jumped on his bed as I sat. Slurped a sip of my Frappuccino and pushed his shoulder. He sleeps like a little baby.
