39. Far Nearer

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Some says being presentable for work means wearing a nice clothes and well groomed. Others says being presentable actually means about how you bring your ideas on the table no matter how you look. You should mentally and physically be ready before doing any presentation.

Getting enough sleep and eating breakfast helps you to prepare. If you have extra time to do workout before work, it'll help you feel more pumped and confident.

Some said avoid coffee because it will only make your heart beats faster and you become more nervous then. But some also said coffee is important, it keeps you alert.

In this case, I didn't sleep at all last night. I was up all night thinking about Jun and the presentation, which turns out I have lots to do. So I spent my night doing some preps for this meeting.

Today's meeting is very important because Bang Shi-Hyuk, the director of the company, will come to review the progress. I'm nervous as hell, tired and insecure. Lack of sleep really gets me. Jun already left this morning after our breakfast to prep himself for the meeting. He scolds me for not having any sleep so he cooked a lot for me.

I believe in dressing up nice but I don't have much energy to think of an outfit. I go with all black, 'cause you can never go wrong with black. A turtle neck and pants with a beret hat. To hide the dark circle under my eyes, I apply extra makeup for today. I bring my purse and my laptop. By 9am, I left the apartment.

We took different cars even though we're going on the same direction

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We took different cars even though we're going on the same direction. The boys are on their own while I go with Yunseok as usual. On our way, we made a stop to grab a coffee. I know some people said I shouldn't, but I need it. I need something to keep me alert.

I scurries to the meeting room and Yunseok helps me set up my laptop. There are staffs who sets the table, filling it with papers, pen and some water on the table. Moments later, the boys entered the room and greets me normally. As if there's nothing going on between us. Good thing everyone's being a great actor.

Everyone is here, including the director of the project, So Heechul and director of the company, Bang Shi-Hyuk. Everyone bows before sitting down. First, Heechul-nim is presenting the collaboration work between me and the boys, talking about the concept that are agreed upon. Moments later, he asked me to presentate the progress in front of them. Nervously, I stood up and gives a small bow to everyone. The boys gave their attention to me.

"Morning, let me introduce myself once again. My name is Silver, once again I'm honored to be here to join this project." I give my best smile and the boys smiled back at me, giving me energy which I need it more than I thought.

I explained the progress and showed them the paintings that recently done. I mentioned that these are the first series, persona. They all seemed impressed, even Bang PD. I tell them what's my next series and proposed them something different.

"For shadow series, I'm thinking that we should collaborate with multimedia art, such as video installation. Back in August, me and Seojun visited an exhibition in a gallery at Gangnam. We saw an installation work by Han Yuri, a video installation artist based in here, South Korea. Her work is very interesting and perhaps it can relate with our work." I explained.

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