LUST FOR LIFE FINN WOLFHARD X-READER

PART 38

Y/n pov

Jack is having memory issues. He can't even remember who I am, I tried to hold in tears but they kept falling down my cheeks. I ran out his hospital room,
"Y/n, its okay this is only temporary." Angela says coming out chasing after me,
"It still hurts." I cry.
"Please, you have to be strong for Jack. Show him you love him." She says.
It was torture but I walked back into the room,
"When's Y/n coming?" Jack asks.
"Soon sweetie." Angela sighs.
"Your lying." Jack mumbles.
We sat their in silence,
"Why are you still here?" Jack asks me.
"Because I love you." I say with a knot in my throat.
"I've never seen you before in my life." Jack says weirdly.

The day went on and everyone came to visit Jack, I went outside to greet them all,
"Hey guys." I say.
"Y/n, how is he?" Noah asks.
"We heared he's awake." Millie says.
Finn just looked at me,
I could tell he knew I was crying.
"He is awake." I confirm.
"Thank God." Gaten sighs.
"But he's having problems remembering people." I sigh.
"Oh no." Sadie says.
"And he has a concussion, so I need to warn you when you go see him to be thoughtful if he remembers you or not." I say tearing up,
"Wait Y/n, does he not remember you?" Noah asks.
"No-" I shake my head.
They all gasped,
"Hey guys!" Sophia says coming out of nowhere. I called her and told her everything, I needed someone to talk to.
"Sophia?" Finn asks surprised to see her,
"Y/n called me." She says giving me a hug.
"Well, lets go see him." Sadie says.
I nodded my head and they all followed me to the floor where Jack is,
We went inside and Angela greeted them,
"Hey Jacky Jack!" Gaten smiles.
"Hey guys." He smiles.
"You remember them?" Angela asks.
"Yeah of course, wait Y/n?" Jack asks.
Everyone looked at me,
"You remember me?" I ask.
"No, Y/n give me a hug babe." Jack says.
"Um Jack who are you talking to?" Sophia asks.
"Y/n." Jack points at Millie.
My heart skipped a beat,
"Uhm, sorry Jack im Millie." Millie says.
"No your Y/n, my girlfriend." He says confused.
We all looked at eachother,
Millie gave me a look,
"Just go with it." I whispered to her.
There is nothing else I could possibly do, Jack doesn't even like when im near him. Plus I trust Millie, she won't let it go too far.

She walked over to Jack and he was happy to see her, they hugged and she held his hand. I couldn't stand being there and watching him think im someone else, so I went outside into the lobby. After awhile of sitting there and crying Finn came over to me,
"Are you okay?" He asks.
"Well, my boyfriend doesn't even know who I am." I sigh.
"Maybe showing him a picture will help." Finn suggests.
"Thats my only option I suppose." I say wiping my tears.
"You know-" He sighs and rubs my back.
I looked at him,
"Your still beautiful when you cry." He says wiping my tear,
I stopped crying and kinda blushed,
Then he stood up,
"The doctor asked we all go into the room." Finn says.
So thats why he came out to get me.
"Why?" I ask.
"They're going to try to get have him remember you." He sighs.
I got up and we walked together to his room again,
When we walked in I saw Millie smiling holding Jack's hand,
She's enjoying this?
What the fuck.

"Look Y/n's here." The doctor says.
"This is Y/n." Jack says holding up Millie and his hand while they're interlocked,
"Oh okay, do you think you can tell me the last thing you remember?" The doctor asks.
"Well, I just left my house quickly. I forgot why, but it was important. For some reason I went to the store and bought flowers, I think for Y/n. Then on my way somewhere, there was a truck. It was my turn to go but the truck driver still hit me hard. I remember the car flipping and the airbag hit my face, the flowers were flying in the air with glass. It was like I was closing my eyes then opening them over periods of time because I remember hearing an ambulance. When I opened my eyes again I was in the ambulance, then when I opened them again I was in the emergency room with people yelling things like 'he can make it'. Now here I am awake." Jack explains.
"Your memory is improving thats good progress." The doctor says.
"You were on the way to see me?" I ask.
"Um no I was going to see Y/n." Jack says confused again.
I pulled out my phone and showed him a pictures of us,
"Stop I dont want to look at that!" He yells.
"Please Jack look." I cry.
"Y/n, it's going to take time." The doctor says.
I backed up away from Jack again.
The rest of the day was a blur, I sat down in the corner of Jack's room while everyone just talked to him.

Finn came up to me again and sat down next to me in the corner,
I thought he was just going to be like everyone else making sure I was okay. I'm not in the mood for talking to anyone anymore, everyones been saying things to just make me feel better,
"Millie is acting suspicious." Finn says.
"I don't feel like talking." I say.
"Okay, you don't have to. Just listen to what I have to say." He whispers.
"Fine." I exhale.
"I've been thinking, why would Jack think Millie is you? It might just be his concussion sure. But there could be a deeper reason to this situation." He says.
I looked at everyone talking to Jack,
Then at Millie sitting on the edge of the bed next to him smiling,
"What are you trying to say?" I ask.
"Hm I thought you didn't want to talk." He says.
"Tell me Finn." I say.
"You know what im saying, but you won't like me saying it out loud." He sighs.

Jack cheating? The thought never occurred to me, what the fuck. No, impossible. He has always been trying to fix us, I mean shit he was on the way to see me when he crashed. His story was brutal, it scared me. The rest of the day went by and everyone left. For hours I sat there confused on what's going on. Another thought occurred to me, Finn is always trying to get me to leave Jack. He could be trying to get in my head to make me think insane things. But that's not Finn, neither is the guy I saw smoking yesterday night. Do I even know Finn at all? I feel so stupid and lost right now, but the thought that always clams me is Finn holding me.
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