LUST FOR LIFE FINN WOLFHARD X-READER

PART 13

Y/n pov

Sadie just snapped seeing Jack being so supportive to me. I wanted to yell at her and get on her about trying to control Finn, but im not going to get on him that way. If I did I would hurt Finn's feelings maybe. I dont know but its too risky. She kept getting mad about Finn and I having to act and kiss, but that doesn't seem to be that bad comparing to what we've been doing. Jack was smart and laughed that Sadie tried to hurt us by a kiss that happened three years ago.

"Sadie your so defensive about me, its makes me confused why." I say.
"Your such a slut you get any guy you want!" She yells.
"Thats enough, don't talk to her like that." Finn grabbed Sadie's arm pulling her back to the car.
Jack rubbed my back as we watched them walk away,
"Wow, Finn exploded." Jack says.
"Good I hope he tells her what she needs to hear." I sigh.
"Dont listen to her baby, your the best person I know." Jack kissed my cheek.
"Thanks babe." I smile.
"Come on let's get in the water, they can't ruin our day." He says.
"Okay." I smiled then we held hands walking to the water,

I'll call Finn later, I really hope he's okay. I never seen him so mad at someone. He's full of emotions I don't know of, they're more to Finn than I know. I dont think anyone's seen it before or cared to know.

Sadie's pov

Jack and Y/n are perfect, literally. They smile, work it out, are loyal. I dont know how they do it. Whatever it is Finn and I can't make it together. He walked me to the car, and opened the door for me,

"Ur still going to be a gentleman when you just didn't defend me." I roll my eyes.
"Sadie get in the car." He says seriously.
"Why? Where are we going?" I ask.
"Im taking you home." He sighs.
I madly got in the car and he came inside, usually he'll ask me if im buckled and ready to go but he just started driving. We got onto the freeway, I couldn't hold it in anymore,
"I was there when you kissed her." I say.
"Yeah thats what I assumed." He sighs.
I was quiet, he probably has so much shit against me about what I did wrong.
"I know im your boyfriend and im supposed to have ur back, but that Sadie. That was too far." He says.
"You never have my back." I say.
"Oh you want me to call a girl who's never done shit to you a slut? She's been my friend for years, and she's my friends girlfriend." He says.
"Whatever, I get it ive known you for less time than her." I roll my eyes.
"Not the point, we haven't even been in a relationship for as long as them, why would you bring up we kissed to try to hurt her?" He asks.
"I don't know-" I say, obviously I know.
"You tried to hurt her personal relationship. That doesn't just effect her you know, you could have hurt Jack too. He l-loves her, do you not understand how fucked up that is?" He asks.

I was quiet, he's always right. God I hate it when he's right. It was silent then I changed the subject,

"How did you assume I was there?" I ask.
"Y/n and I never spoke a breathe about that kiss after it happened." He says.
"Of course, what other secrets do you and her have?" I ask with attitude.
"Stop." He rolls his eyes.
"Well you love defending her, maybe you should-" he cut me off before I could finish my sentence.
"I want a break." He says.
"A b-break?" I ask.
There was a lump in my throat,
"We keep trying to make it work and its clearly not working." He sighs.
"So leaving me is the first option you turn to?" I tear up.
"Dont cry Sadie, you know its just a break from eachother." He says.
"You think I don't know what a break means, I could go sleep with someone else and it would be okay because we are on a break, we're basically broken up." I cry.
"Well we get the space we need from eachother, it'll be okay." He sighs.
"Stop the car, I dont want to be near you." I wipe my tears,
"Ur house is almost an hour away." He says.
"Stop the car!" I cry.
"Fine." He says.

He pulled over then I got off the car,
"Be careful." He says.
"Like you care if im safe, go fuck your girlfriend Y/n!" I say.

Y/n's pov

After having a lot of fun at the beach with Jack, we got food and ate at my house. My dad left for work again so I'm home alone, Jack wanted to say over but he has a family reunion so he went home early. I was alone, watching tv by myself like usual. Then Finn came into my mind, I said I'd call him but now im unsure. If he's upset I don't want to get involved. Fuck it a text wouldn't hurt,

*text messages*

Me:
Hey
Finn:
Hey
I've been waiting for you to text me
Me:
Why didn't you text me? Lol
Finn:
I didnt know how you were feeling
Cuz Sadie yelled at you rude things
Me:
Oh yeah, honestly I don't care what she thinks of me
I'm okay
Finn:
The night when you needed a distraction, I helped you
I need a distraction tonight
Me:
Well yeah thats the deal right
I'm home alone come over
Finn:
Yeah
See you soon

*end of messages*

I know I said I'd tell him no more, but I feel bad that he was there for me and I can't give him the same. That's the whole point of the deal. So I feel pressured, I cant say no. I'm a person who keeps my word, even if that means doing something wrong. I fixed my bed, I am kinda nervous Finn's never been in my room. The doorbell rang and I went to open the door. I took a deep breathe,

Then I opened the door,
"Hey." I smile.
Before he says anything he came closer and grabbed my face pulling me in for a rough kiss.
He seemed so tense less relaxed than before, I wonder what happened with him and Sadie because Finn is being different. He's aggressive, not that I don't like it like that sometimes. We made out and I took him upstairs to my room, he looked around,

"Nice room." He says.
"Thanks." I smile.
Then he grabbed me again by the waist this time kissing me harder,
He got on top of me on the bed,
He was kissing my body taking off my clothes, I took off his, he was putting on a condom,
"Are you okay?" I ask.
"Of course, why wouldn't I be?" He asks.
"Well after what happened-" he cut me off,
"Lets not talk about that, I just wanna focus all my attention towards you." He says putting his- inside me.
I moaned a little,
It was all quick but rough,

Something definitely happened with Finn and Sadie.
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