My New Future

Chapter 28-Space

"I need her to know how sorry I am" Stefan said

Andrew looked at me and I nodded. I got up from the bed and went to the door

"Stassie" he said

"Stefan" I replied

"I wanted to say how sorry I am. I said stuff I wish I can take back and I know I hurt you so much. I-

"Stefan, I can't do this right now. You hurt me so much, you said stuff you can never take back. Forget about you saying I should stay home. You called me a drug addict and mentioned my parents. Would you like it if I called you an alcoholic, or called your sister a drug addict. I can't do this, I need space and rethink everything." I said

"But we have a life together, we are having kids." He replied

"I know, but what you said to me hurt a lot. I can't be with someone where every time we get into a fight you will call me a druggie or not having parents" I said

"I'm sorry, I know I shouldn't have called you that and I won't ever again" he replied

"I'm sorry Stefan but I need space and time" I said shutting the door

"Hey, are you okay?" Andrew asked

"Nope, but I will be" I replied

"You are so strong Lexi, it will get better" He said

"I know" I replied

I needed to be alone right now and I know where I need to go

"Andrew, I will be back later." I said

"Where are you going?" He asked

"I need to be alone right now, I will be fine, I'll be back later and I will be renting my own room" I said

"You don't have to the couch is fine" He replied

"I noticed your back was hurting, I will be fine, I promise" I said

I grabbed my purse and headed to my car. I drove to the place I knew I could always go to.

My old home.

The people who I sold the house too moved out and I bought it back. Nothing changed much besides the paint but that's all.

I grabbed my keys and opened the door. The place was empty, I haven't told Stefan yet, I wanted to tell him we should move back into my old house with the kids.

Either if we didn't move in here, I would pass this down to my kids.

I walked through the whole house and ended up in my parents room. I sat on the floor pressing my back against the wall. I didn't even realize I started crying until I felt the tear drop hitting my hand.

Everything started hitting me and I was sobbing on the floor. I just wanted everything to go back to normal. I didn't want to feel this pain and everything hurts. I stayed in the room and cried my heart out. I love Stefan so much, he is the love of my life but he hurt me a lot. I don't know if I could leave him forever, because I don't know if I can find anyone else.

I got up from the floor and left the house. I got in the car and headed back to the hotel. I got a hotel room and went up to it. I ordered room service and went to bed.

I woke up the next morning and Stefan hasn't texted or called so he was giving me space. I didn't have any clothes and I needed to get clothes and pick up the dogs. I had to check if they even allowed them but I know Rocky is allowed because he is a service dog to help with my anxiety. 

I grabbed my bag and went to Andrew's floor. I knocked on his door and he opened it. 

"I am going back home to grab my stuff and my dog" I said

"Do you want me to come?" He asked

"Could you?" I asked

"Sure, let me grab a jacket" He replied

He grabbed a jacket and we left the hotel. We got in my car and drove to the apartment.

"I can go in for you and just grab stuff" He said

"No, you don't know where my stuff is and it will be faster" I replied

I entered the building and went in the elevator. Stefan and I had each other's locations and he wasn't home so I wouldn't even see him. We got to the floor and entered the house

"So this is where you live" Andrew said

"Yeah" I replied

"It is nice" He said

I went upstairs to our bedroom and grabbed a bag and packed my stuff. I finished packing my bag and I packed Rocky's stuff. I couldn't take Bear with me, I wish I could. 

"Okay, I have everything" I said

"Okay" He replied

We left the apartment and we went back to the hotel. I looked at the lobby and I didn't even realize yesterday was Valentine's day.

We were suppose to celebrate Valentine's day but instead I was crying in my hotel room. 

"How was your Valentine's day with Rylie?" I asked

"Good, we had dinner" He replied

"That's good, sorry I crashed it" I said

"It's okay, it wasn't your fault" He replied

"Thanks" I said

I went to my floor and went to my door. I put my stuff down and put Rocky's bowl and food. 

2 Weeks later

I haven't spoken or seen Stefan in 2 weeks. It was very hard and I wanted to call him and talk to him but I didn't. During the two weeks I thought about what happened and I thought of both sides to the argument. 

I understood that Stefan is just trying to protect me but he is trying in a way where it is too extreme. Instead he should suggest a body guard. I have gotten kidnapped multiple times so he feels like he won't be able to protect me. 

We needed to talk and I was ready to talk. We have given each other space and I was ready. 

I grabbed my stuff and put it in the trunk and put Rocky in the car. I drove back to he apartment and went in the elevator. I reached the house and went inside. I put my stuff down and I looked in the family room to see if he was there but he wasn't. I checked his office and it turns out he was

"We need to talk" I said

A/N

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