My New Future

Chapter 82-Put on a show

"I had an abortion" Julia said

"What?" Stefan and Matthew exclaimed

Oh fuck

"You had an abortion?" Matthew asked

"Yes, I wasn't ready for a baby. We weren't ready to be parents, we're too young" she said

"You could have talked to me about it, work together. We could have had a kid" he said

"I didn't want one right now. It was my choice, you couldn't have much input because at the end of the day it was my choice" Julia said

"Why didn't you talk to me, I could have been there. You didn't have to go alone" he said

"I had stassie with me" Julia replied

Oh shit, now I'm into this

"What, you took my sister to get an abortion" Stefan asked me

"Yes, she called me for help and took her there" I said

"You didn't think about telling me" he asked

"If she didn't want anyone to know, I have to respect that. I understand you're my husband but she's also my friend and sister" I said

"She's my sister" he said emphasizing "my"

"And we're not done talking about our situation" Stefan said pointing his finger back and forth between us

"I know you don't want the accept it but I had the abortion. I don't think we would be great parents right now. We aren't married, we've been dating a while but not long enough. You're always busy and I'm too. I'm sorry for not telling you in advance but I'm not sorry for having an abortion" Julia said

Matthew stormed off to the front of the plane.

"Why did you only proceed with the surrogate because of me?" He asked

"Because you were so happy about having kids and whenever I brought up kids. I didn't want to crush your dream because I wanted to wait" I said

"This is a team effort, not just me. No matter how badly I wanted it, you should have a say" he replied

"I know but I didn't want to crush you" I said

"You're always keeping secrets from me" he said getting up from his seat

"And you, how could you do that to Matthew. He always wanted kids and you decide to abort one" Stefan said looking at julia

"Oh hell no, you can't say that to me. You were a fucking man whore and would make sure every girl you fucked take a plan B to make sure there were no girls after you with your kid. So you can't say shit" Julia snapped

He scoffed and walked away.

"Asshole" Julia shouted

"I'm sorry" Julia said 

"It's fine, this was eventually going to happen" I replied

"Did you really want kids at that age or was it mostly Stefan's idea?" She asked

"Stefan really wanted kid, would bring up kids. It was his birthday and I know this would have been the best birthday gift. Was it the right time? No, it wasn't. I was starting to get my big break and there are companies who want me to model for them. I still have them contacting me, denying them. Each time I deny them, more companies will start to drop me. They will see me as the model who got pregnant then quit. I can't just go back to work because I feed my kids, I make their food and I can't just go to Milan for a week, and neither can they come with me because they are used to a set schedule and changing their whole schedule will mess them up" I said