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I stayed in bed, not having the energy to get out of bed. I didn't my other mother anymore, I lost not one but two.
"Where's mommy" Elijah asked outside the door
"She's sleeping" Stefan replied
"But she's been sleeping all day" Elijah said
"She's very tired, come on uncle louis should be here soon" Stefan said
Louis was coming?
"Ok" he replied
"Cherie, I brought you food" Stefan said
"I'm not hungry" I replied
"You haven't eaten much. Come on please. We need you" he said
"And I needed her" I replied
"I know, but right now she wouldn't want this." He said
"I know but it hurts and I'm this close to wanting to relapse" I said closing my fingers barely touching.
"I know the pain, I have lost so many family and friends and it hurts but you have to push and only way you can is to not stop being" he replied
"I just want her back" I said
"I know, me too" Stefan said hugging me
"Come on, eat then shower. Maybe even play with the kids, they miss you" he said which I nodded. I missed them as well.
Stefan sat in bed with me, watching me eat so he's sure I ate. He helped me a shower and I went downstairs to see Louis, Jessica, Josephine and Jason.
"Hey" Louis said
"Hi" I replied
"How are you feeling?" Jessica asked
"Ehh, pain" I replied
"Understandable" she said
"Mommy" Elijah said running to me
"Hi Elijah" I said hugging him
"Mommy" Ella ran towards me. I hugged both of them, missing them a lot.
"And here comes Madeline" Stefan said
I held Madeline, I forgot how she isn't so small anymore
"I drew you and daddy and sissy and Elijah" Ella said dragging me to the table. I saw the drawing and I loved it
"This is amazing Ella, let's put it on the fridge" I said. I grabbed the drawing and a magnet and put it on the fridge. I did the same with Elijah's drawing
"The funeral is on Friday, will you be able to go?" Stefan asked. He's more like asking if I'll be strong enough to go
"Yeah" I replied
"Ok" he said
I hung out with the kids, trying to distract myself from the pain. I promised her I wouldn't mourn, we would share memories and not cry. I know all of us are doing the exact opposite
"When can we see Grandma Michelle?" Elijah asked. I held in a cry, trying not to let the kids see
"Elijah, Ella, do you remember how I told you Grandma Maggie and Grandpa David are in the sky" I said
"Yeah" Elijah said
"Well Grandma Michelle is also with them" I replied
"So we will never see her again?" Ella questioned
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My New Future
RomanceBook 3 of the My new life series. Anastasia rose, formerly known as Alexis whitmore has a decision she must make, which can affect her future. Not only is she running from her brothers but the decision she makes can affect everything she has lived...
