My New Future

Chapter 131-He's gone

"Your hCG level is abnormally high" The doctor said

My hormone level..

If it is high it means I'm pregnant

"I'm pregnant" I said in disbelief

"We can have a obgyn come clarify if needed" He said

"No, I'm good. I just want to see my husband" I replied. I didn't care about anything but seeing Stefan

"Ok" He replied

"Stassie, you just got more news, maybe you should sit for a bit" Matthew said

"No, I want to see Stefan" I shouted. I didn't care about a baby, I am bound to have a miscarriage anyway.

I followed the doctor down a hall and walked by a nurses station. We stopped at a clear sliding door. 

I see Stefan, laying there, on a ventilator..

lifeless. 

Seeing him that crushed me, he was gone. His body was there but not him. He wasn't suppose to go, he was suppose to come home to celebrate Madeline's birthday, be there for me when my next magazine comes out, play with the twins and help them learn math. He's gone and won't be doing that

Uncontrollable sobs escaped as I tried to push it back, trying to remain strong but I couldn't. I was never strong, I was able to hide from it, act like nothing ever happened but I couldn't do that anymore. I was weak and the only guy there who would help is now gone as well. 

I was all alone, and everyone I love disappears from my life. What did I ever do to deserve this?

"Can I go inside?" I asked through the sobs

"Yes" the doctor replied. I opened the door, hearing the ventilator breathing for him. It wasn't him breathing. 

"Stefan" I said looking at him in pain, he isn't there

"Stefan please you can't leave me. You can't do this to me" I said crying

"You promised you would be okay, you promised" I screamed. I couldn't do this, not today, not ever. I always wanted to go first so I didn't have to bear the pain but no matter what I always do. 

I lost my parents, my aunt and now my husband. God must hate me that much to take everyone from me who I loved.

"Stassie, you need to sit down. Your body will give out" Matthew said

"I don't care" I replied

"But Stefan would, he would want you to take care of yourself and the baby you have" he said, pushing me towards the chair making me sit. Stefan wanted to see me pregnant and he wanted me to be pregnant and now I am but he isn't here. His wish he won't be able to see came true. 

"How did this happen?" I asked. No one was in the room besides him and I. I don't know where Julia went but right now that wasn't on my mind. 

"An attack, led by the Italian" He said

Italian

My brothers

"What?" I questioned

"I don't know why but the Greek, the Italian and some Russians were there. We were ambushed and attacked at our warehouse we were at. I don't know how Stefan ended up like that but I found him" he said

My husband, father of my kids is gone because of my brothers.

My kids, oh my god my kids.

"Oh no" I said