My New Future

Chapter 136-award

After the kill I felt different, it wasn't my normal feeling but I kept reminding myself this is normal now, I have to do this if I want to get back at my brothers

I was never going back to being normal, this was going to be the new normal,

Not normal

I cleaned myself and headed to the car.

"How do you feel?" Louis asked

"Not normal" I replied

"You'll get used to it" he said

"I know" I replied. It's all for Stefan, this won't bring him back but it will fill a bit of the void.

Matthew started driving home and once we reached I got out of the car not waiting for the others. It's around 5am. I go upstairs to take a shower, properly cleaning off the blood. I changed into leggings and a shirt and go downstairs to the gym and worked out. I know Anthony was going to be awake in an hour and a half, and I was already awake so I needed to get back in shape

I looked at the baby monitor to see he's still asleep so I had more time to work out. Once I finished my workout I made myself breakfast and started prepping the kids breakfast.

Anthony started crying so I went upstairs to check on him and bring him downstairs

"Hi little ant man" I said liking the nickname that was given to him.

I fed him a bottle and sat on the couch with him.

The first one down was Elijah

"Good morning Elijah" I said

"Good morning mommy" he said. I gave him a kiss on his forehead as he sat down with his bowl of cereal I prepared for him. He was never a morning person specifically for breakfast.

"Can we watch spongebob?" He asked

"Sure" I replied

I enjoyed watching kids show, they are stupid but are very entertaining

I watched tv with him and Madeline and Ella came down and so did the rest of the nieces and nephews.

Once everyone was awake I let Anthony sleep and I went over to matthew to talk to him to develop a plan and starting to plan it out.

"Matthew" I said

"Yeah" he replied

"Let's develop the plan, we have to start" I said

"Ok" he replied

We walked towards Stefan's office which I haven't been in a while. I have to get used to that he won't be in here anymore, I would.

I opened the door, dust everywhere since it hasn't been cleaned. I walk in looking at his coat on the couch. I pick up the coat and it still had his prominent scent that I fell in love with

"Are you okay?" Matthew asked

"Yeah" I replied putting the coat down.

I went over to his seat, slowly sitting down. His computer was turned off which I turned on. It was a picture of the family besides Anthony. It was one of our funny pictures when we were trying to take family pictures

"So, do you have the blueprints of the house?" Matthew asked making me snap back into reality

"Yeah" I replied

We couldn't just go on zillow to find it because they wouldn't show the secret doors but I had it stored on a usb. I handed the usb and matthew started working