My New Future

Chapter 134-The baby

I opened the letter with my name on it

Dear Cherie,

If you're reading this that means my time has come. I never wanted this to happen and I wish I wasn't gone. Whatever is the way I ended I hope it was peaceful but I doubt.

I know it will hurt and will always hurt, sadly that is what happens with death and you're a strong person so I know you will be okay. No matter how bad it is, I need you to be strong, to get out of bed and not mope around. You have to be strong for the kids, they need you.

I never got to tell you this but the day I met you was the day you saved me. Saved me from a miserable life of alcohol, drugs and only work. You were the light in my life and I wish I could tell you in person

I want you to go out again and be you, find love. No matter how hard it is for me to write this but find love after me, I want you to be happy if it means with someone else after me, do it. I don't want you in pain and always be hung up on me, go out, party, go to the club. I want you to have fun again.

I love you so much Cherie, you are everything to me and will always. I will see you again Cherie, we will reunite one day

-Stefan your mon amour

I was sobbing not being able to stop. He was my light and everything to me, I wouldn't be able to love anyone else. He was my everything and I didn't want to let him go

I couldn't open the kids letters, I didn't want to open it yet, I would give it to them when they were older.

I was tired and I decided to sleep in my bed, wanting to feel closer to Stefan even if he wasn't here.

My door was opened but was pushed open more to see Madeline coming into the room

"You weren't in guest room" she said

"Yeah I decided to sleep here" I said

"Can I sleep here?" She asked

"Of course" I replied

She ran to the bed and I helped her up. She fell asleep on my stomach but more closer to my ribs.

I slowly fell asleep, Madeline holding onto to me. I woke up the next morning, bringing Madeline downstairs.

"Hey, can we talk?" Matthew asked walking into the house. He's been staying in the guest house.

"Yeah, go to Samantha" I said to Madeline

We walked towards Stefan's office but we didn't go in.

"Men and women are wondering what's the next step, seeing their leader is dead they don't know what to do" he said

"Tell them a plan is being made, don't mention me yet. We can't let word out yet about me coming in. It's not time yet, but we need a plan" I said

"Ok, couple of us have an idea but I will discuss once I meet with everyone" he replied

"Ok, keep me updated" I said

I had a plan, they know I'm planning to attack, they think it will be soon but I was going to wait till the baby's first birthday. No one knows about the pregnancy so they won't know why I'm waiting so far. They will be on edge at first then start to relax more and more then we will catch them off guard.

I haven't told anyone the plan but it was a good plan, I know the guys warehouses, the home, everything. They won't know what's coming.

I played with the twins, spending my day with them reminding myself I need them and they need me.