After attempting to relapse, matthew stayed with me while I tried to nap but it consisted of me crying into Stefan's pillow reminiscing him.
"The kids really want to see you, can I bring them in?" Matthew asked. I know he has to arrange things for the funeral and doesn't trust me alone and I would never do anything in front of the kids. I understand because I don't trust myself alone either
"Ok" I replied
Matthew brought in the kids who ran up to the bed and jumped on it next to me
"It smells like daddy" Elijah said
"Yeah, he slept on it" I said sniffling my nose.
"Do you guys like spending time with Samantha?" I asked
"Yeah, she so cool but we like you better" Elijah said
"You better" I said jokingly
"Are we never going to see daddy again?" Ella asked
"Yes but not anytime soon, but we will always remember him, we have pictures, videos and memories" I said
"I miss him" she replied
"Me too" Elijah said
"Me three" Madeline said
"Me four" I replied
The kids spent the rest of the day in my room, and slept in my room at night.
1 week later
The past week I didn't bother getting out of my room, it kept getting harder and harder for me to get up, the only I do is when I have to use the restroom.
"Stass" Matthew said opening my door
"You need to get up, and leave this room for once. It's been a week and I know it's hard but you need to get out of this bed." Matthew said
I didn't want to, I didn't want to face the real world.
"Please, do this for the kids, for the unborn kid. Please" he begged. I turned around so my back faced him and pulled the covers up. I heard footsteps walk away and closed the door.
Couple minutes later the door opened again. My covers were ripped off me.
"Get your ass out of bed" jenna said
"Leave me alone" I replied
"I love you and I know it hurts but you laying here will not help you or your kids. It makes it worse and I know Stefan wouldn't want this" she said
"I want him back" I cried
"I know but you need to get out of this room, Stefan wouldn't want this and you know if he was here, he would say the same thing so please, please come outside" she said
"Leave me alone" I said
"Lexie, I swear to fucking god. Just because my mom isn't here to drag your ass downstairs doesn't mean I won't. I have backup" Jenna replied
"Yeah" Lucas and james said
"Is aaron dead? No, that's what I thought" I said
James and Lucas picked me, James holding my legs, Lucas holding my arms
"Let me go" I said
"You need vitamin D" James said
"Yeah and you need to understand I'm mourning and my husband is dead" I replied
I felt the sun shining in my face and the guys put me down on the couch in the backyard
"There you can mourn out here" Jenna said
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My New Future
RomanceBook 3 of the My new life series. Anastasia rose, formerly known as Alexis whitmore has a decision she must make, which can affect her future. Not only is she running from her brothers but the decision she makes can affect everything she has lived...
