His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

『Chapter 47』

The rest of the show went on way too fast. Felix was able to reconnect with Hyunjin and spend some quality time with his friends and mum. He had kinda thrown a bit of a tantrum when he had to go back to the hospital, but it wasn't a big deal. Now he was back in his hospital bed, having his legs moved by a very nice male therapist. "Does that hurt?" the older man asked, pushing his patient's leg against his belly. Felix nodded. "It does, but it's been getting better every time." He explained and sunk into the mattress as the therapist put down his leg. "Well that's just what we wanna achieve, isn't it?" The older one asked and slightly chuckled. "So.. do you have any plans for when you're grown up? Like traveling, or getting married or something? Do you have a girlfriend? Or boyfriend? Everything's possible nowadays you know." Lix laughed. "I have a fiance and I'm planning to get married to her, yes. She's the one who's stuck to me all the time I've been in this situation.. Gosh I just love that girl so much, you can't even imagine, sir." After finishing the last sentence, he could feel his cheeks getting hotter and redder with every thought that went to Lina and his love for her. He wanted to spend the rest of his life with her! Even if he ended up going to hell for her, being with her would be his heaven. He knew the feelings that were overcoming him. It was the same feeling he had last felt about three years ago, when he had first accepted his feelings towards Li. He had seemingly fallen in love all over again. I have to tell Lina!   He thought. It would be such a cute moment between them, Felix telling her that he still had the same feelings. "You see now you've got me to worry about you because I've been told you've been passing out a lot lately. So are you passed out or just dreaming away?" The therapist asked, pinching the boy in the belly. "What..? Oh sorry, I was just thinking about someone." He explained once the man had put down his other leg. "Haha, I can tell judging by your little friend." The doctor said and laughed. Little friend? "Sir I'm sorry but I don't know what you mean." "First of all, you can call me Phil, and second of all... Felix, you've got a boner." A boner?! Upon looking down, he saw the bulge in his pants pointing up to the ceiling. Fuck. Having a boner in front of a new doctor was so embarassing! "Don't worry" Phil said "it's normal, it happens to the best of us. Have you gotten a  taste of women before?" The older one asked his patient seemingly shameless. "I have. Only recently act- OUCHIE!" he was interrupted by a sudden pain that shot all through his back. "Where does it hurt and what does it feel like?" His therapist asked. "It's in my whole back and it feels like a lot of pressure on my spine." Felix explained. He was quickly pulled into a sitting position and a quick hand movement, which was supposed to make it better, made everything ten times worse. He moaned and quieked in pain, throwing his head to the front and clawing his hands into the blanket he sat on. "I..can't breathe.." Lix complained while tears ran down his cheeks, him gasping desperately. He felt a short sting and a bit of the pressure but none of the pain was released, making it easier to breathe. After a few more breaths, the pain went away as fast as it had come. "I'm sorry.." he quietly huffed and tried to wipe his tears away, but they were the only thing that just wouldn't stop. "What're you sorry for?" Phil asked and patted Felix's shoulder. "I'm such a waste of time. I appreciate you trying to help, but my pain just won't ever stop." The boy said. "Nonsense! You just said that it's been getting better every time, so what we're doing is helping. You're not a waste of time either. Us doctors, as stupid as it sounds, make our living with people like you. I became a therapist because I wanted to help sick people, it's what I wanted. You are a very nice guy and I like spending time with people like you." Dr Simons said and tried to cheer up his patient. For once, it seemed to work and Lix started to kinda smile once again. "Oki, I'll stop thinking tha- uh oh.. I've got 'the feeling' " the guy said, ashamedly looking up at Phil. His 'little friend' as the man had previously called his dick, was still very hard and erect, begging for release. "You want me to get you some toilet paper and leave you alone for some time?"
Exactly that happened. Felix had already taken off his pants and boxers, ready to release his juice, but then he halted. "If I do that.." he whispered "I'd be a sinner!" Lix realised. But he had sinned before. He had had sex two times, without being married. That was a sin. But he would've felt nicer if Lina had been here. Fucking her would've been much more comfortable than masturbating. But he also didn't wanna know what it felt like to have this stuff stuck in there. Plus, the feeling of pleasure would still be there. At first, he felt very awkward touching himself down there, but after a while, he was fully emerged and it almost felt like the times he had sex with Lina. When he felt he reached his climax, he bit his lip and released onto his hands and the toilet paper, which he had failed to grab in time. After wiping it off, Felix called in Phil, because he couldn't put his pants back on. Again, he was embarassed to be naked down there in front of him. "Don't worry" his therapist said. "You're just my patient and I don't care what you show me. I've seen so many cocks of stoneold men, I'm not scared by anything anymore." They both laughed. "Thanks. I've never talked about man things with anyone before." Phil looked up after putting the boy's boxers back on. "Really? Not even your dad?" "I don't have a father. He left when I was a little kid." The therapist nodded, a slight frown wiping over his face. "What a dickhead. I'd like to have a son like you, honestly." What? Is he serious? "Are you serious or just messing with me?" Lix asked, looking a bit confused. "No I'm serious. You're such a nice and handsome boy. That sounded weird. I'm straight, I'm married and I don't want anything off you ,haha. Well anyways, I would actually like to have a son like you." The laughed again. "I'd like to have a dad like you. I don't know what mine was like, so you'd be a good addition." "I can look after you a bit while you're in here, I can imagine how much you must be struggling. I've read the reports."
There was a quick knock on the door, Phil invited them in and Lina came into the room. "Hello.." she quietly said and smiled at the older man. "I'm Lina, Felix's fiance." She introduced herself and the others shook hands.  Lix's introverted side now came through and he just wanted to hide behind Li and not talk anymore. He'd been having these sudden changes in his behavior for some time now, So he wasn't really surprised that he felt that way. "So uh I'm Phil, you don't have to call me Mr Simons or sir or anything, I'm just Phil, very nice to meet you." The older man said and sat down on the rear end of the bed, while Felix and Li sat down near his pillow. He hugged the girl, putting his head in her neck. "So I saw Felix has a surgery scheduled for the day after tomorrow. What's it for?" The therapist asked. I have a surgery soon?! Why didn't anyone tell me?  "The doctors decided that it would benefit him more if he had a feeding tube, so that's gonna be done in two days." Ah, right, I knew about this. Lix remembered. What he also remembered was that he was scared to death about that surgery. Well, it was less the surgery but more that having a tube in his belly would hurt. A lot. "Ah yes that makes sense. No offense man but you look kinda thin. You're skinnier than her!" Phil said, making everyone laugh. He was right. Felix was extremely skinny. So skinny in fact that you could see his ribs through his shirt if he inhaled. It wasn't very nice to look at. "Well don't worry, after a week or so you won't feel it anymore. And you'll be able to eat your normal food, only if you want to of course, since I guess it's not because you have swallowing problems..?  Well, if you don't, then you can still eat." "Yeah I guess the feeding tube is just because I can't eat well due to me always being nauseous if I just taste food." He answered and laughed. "Well" Lina started "we figured out that the two things you can actually eat are porridge and Vegemite toast, but that aren't meals for the whole day." She said and laughed. He just felt very safe all of a sudden by just  hearing the girl whom he loved so much laugh. It was like her laugh was the only thing that could save him. "Lix is still scared of surgeries, even if he's had so many." "I can understand him. For him, there seems to be a higher risk for complications. Guys I love talking to you two but I have to go and see the next patient now." Phil said and smiled. He winked towards Felix, tapped his foot and left. They started giggling, him still not letting go of Lina. "Honey it's getting quite warm, don't you think?" She said after five minutes. "Don't go.." he pleaded and pressed against her even harder. "Please don't let them operate on me.." he muffled, kinda hoping Li couldn't understand him. Of course she could. "Darling I'm sorry but I have no control over that.. I mean, you cou-" she stopped. What can I do? He repeated the question in his head and then asked her. "Well.. you're an adult after all.. so you could just refuse the surgery... Heck you could just get out of the hospital if I'm being honest. But that'll only make you feel worse. I know that you don't wanna hear it anymore, but the hospital is your best- if not only choice to get better.." Lina explained. He thought about it for a moment and decided that she was right. He didn't wanna know what would happen if he refused every treatment. So what? Would be just have to live with it? "You see it's not only because it's a surgery that'll ruin my abs, what they by the way already are, but it'll be a literal hole in my belly. I'm also simply scared that I'll catch an infection..." He explained and started sobbing into the girl's back. "Nono don't cry. I promise you that you won't catch an infection. You'll only get better from now on that's for sure. Come here baby."