His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

「Chapter 35」

It's beed days now since Johnny came to visit Felix, and he'd refused to receive any visitors since. Sometimes not even Lina. He was afraid to hurt anyone even more. Recently, he couldn't control his anger hardly anymore. Now, he was targeting the wheelchair. He'd been trying to pop a wheel or kick off one of the foot plates. Just if it would mean he didn't have to sit in it. Well, he wasn't right now, actually. He was waiting for a nurse to give him his medicine. "Here you go." she said when she finally came. Another male hospital staff member was standing in the corner. "Thanks, but I'll decline this time." Felix said, making the other people laugh. "Good one. Now take these and we'll help you in the wheelchair." the woman said and handed the boy a glass of water, which he just put away on the desk again. When she gave it back to him again, he just let it fall down on the bed, spilling all the water. "What's up with you today?" the man now said and tried to pick up his patient, who fought him off. "Felix! What's wrong today?" the older man asked the younger one. "I don't want to get in the wheelchair!" he yelled and threw himself on his belly, clawing onto the bed.

Ten minutes later, Felix was in the wheelchair and facing a window. He had lost the 'fight' with the doctor and returning to his old habid. He stomped his right foot, the one with more strength, onto the feetplate. Again and again. Until it suddenly gave in and broke off. Felix smirked, having achieved his goal. Now it was just the other one. Just as he wanted to continue, he heard footsteps coming towards him. Crap. What would they say if they saw he'd damaged the wheelchair? He turned around, looking at Lina. Her eyes immediately wandered onto her boyfriend's foot, that was almost dragging on the floor due to the missing plate. "What's going on with you?" she asked, her eyes strict on the boy, almost making him feel uncomfortable. "First you try and fight a doctor, and now you destroy the wheelchair?!" He suddenly felt like crying. He was suddenly sorry and regretted getting angry. "Are..are you mad?" he whispered, tightly closing his eyes. "What do you think?! You isolate yourself and destroy objects? That's not the guy I love!" she almost yelled. Felix wanted to go away. Just anywhere he could be alone again. But he was afraid that if he did leave, Lina would break up with him. He was frozen to the spot. "I don't want you to be mad.. I mean, you can hate me all you want, but you're supposed to be happy.." Wait! He suddenly remembered something. "You deserve to have a healthy boyfriend." he said while having the courage to open his eyes again. He hadn't noticed Lina was crying. "Then you will have to get better. I ain't taking anyone else!" she said, sitting down on Felix' lap. “I'm sorry! I won't do it again!" he said while Li looked at his feet again. She suddenly jumped up and also pulled him out of the wheelchair. It was too unexpected, so he kind of fell to the ground, only managing to not sit down completely roughly a centimeter above the floor. Slowly, he managed to stand up almost straight, holding Lina tight. “Can you stand? I'll get you a pair of crutches." she said and let go while Felix was too afraid to move a single muscle. He didn't even breathe. Feeling worse than ever, he regretted to not have taken the pills, when he really should have. As he finally held the crutches in his hands, he could finally breathe again.