His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

「Chapter 20』!Warning!

The treatment seemed to work, since Felix found himself waking up without any pain, Lina's head resting on his chest. Now it was his turn to run his fingers through her hair, trying not to wake her up or destroy her hairstyle. It was the first time in a while that he was completely pain-free, which he literally hadn't been since waking up from the coma. He wondered if he could walk without the crutches or Li's hand now, but wanted to wait for her to wake up. It finally felt like everything he had to endure was rewarded. It even seemed to him as if his body had regained it's more muscular shape. He wondered if his abs were still there. He never dared to look at his body more closely, or even in the mirror, fearing he would see something pale, thin and ugly looking back at him. Lina always assured he was beautiful, no matter what happened to him. But Felix almost felt like she was blinded. She was the most beautiful person in the world, and not him. He never felt like he was enough for Lina. But slowly, the girl started waking up, pressing closer to her boyfriend. „Hey honey. Did you sleep well?" Felix asked while sitting up, pulling his girlfriend on his lap. She put her legs against his sides, her arms around his neck and head on his shoulder. He tried to get up and carry her around the house, like he used to, but after getting up, he fell back down on the bed. „Yup, I slept well. You're very comfy. So soft!" she said and kissed Felix on the cheek. He laughed. „So I'm not that muscular anymore? I lost my abs?" he asked and even pulled up his shirt, but couldn't see to his belly due to Li still sitting on his legs. „I can take a picture if you want." she suggested and ended up doing so. Felix was so happy to see his Sixpack intact. He finally had the courage to stand up. He had just endured the second treatment. The rythm was: Monday and Wednesday 3 to 4:30 pm, and Friday 8 to 11 am. Lina couldn't help him endure that on Friday, since she still had to go to school. Actually, he was kind of happy to always have a longer weekend than the others. And he was even happier when he walked without pain. It was still very tiring, but he didn't care at that point. Felix jumped back on the bed, pinning his girlfriend below him. „Wanna have fun?" „It's you, so how can I say no?" „All right!" he started kissing her neck, being aware that he made some hickeys.

They were almost done having fun and Lina was just on top of Felix, not really doing anything anymore. Felix had also stopped doing most things, but was just waiting. They didn't want kids so he knew what he had to do once he was finished. „Can we keep doing it, Please? It feels just so good!" Li begged, but Felix was almost too tired to keep going. He chuckled and just as he wanted to finish, Lina pressed closer again, not letting him ending the little 'game'. „If you enjoy it, keep going." she challenged, which made him do exactly that. „I just don't wanna hurt you."„You always go through the treatments, I can handle a bit of pain, even though I doubt making a baby is painful." he stopped. „We're making a baby?" he asked and his girlfriend started laughing. She just nodded and pulled closer again. It really wasn't like Felix wasn't having fun, but he was just too tired to keep going. He finally managed to pull away from his girlfriend, ending it all at once. He sat up again, putting his feet on the ground and looked over his shoulder, back at his girlfriend. She didn't look all that satisfied. „Come on, it was our first time, I didn't expect it to be as great as it was already. Don't be let down." He explained. Lina nodded, also sat up, but her legs around his waist and her hands on his belly. „Someone's a bit needy I see. You've had enough now." Felix stood up and put his clothes back on, same as the girl. „Do you think my parents heard anything?" she asked and sat down on the chair. Felix couldn't hold back a laugh and nodded. „You were pretty loud, that's for sure." Only after a few minutes, the teenager realised he had forgotten to pull out. „I'll have to go to church tomorrow. Especially after that."he said and Lina sighed. „I sinned." he went on, earning a sarcastic nod from the girl. „Oh, come on, having fun is no sin! I respect your believes, but, that's a bit much. You're not a sinner, never ever." she wanted to convince him, but it didn't quite work. He couldn't just stop following the rules he grew up with. Felix suddenly felt himself getting weaker and weaker, his knees shaking. He tried to get back to the bed, but fell down just as he tried to take a few steps. He turned around, expecting Lina to stare at him in horror, but she wasn't there anymore. He barely pushed himself up and lied down on the bed before falling asleep.