His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

「Chapter 12」

And another visit at the hospital. God, how much Felix and I hated being here, but, there was no way around it anymore. Felix had to get the stitches from his last surgeries removed, and it would be the first time he'd have to endure it while not being on any pain medication, except his normal pills. He was nervous, even scared. But I could relate to him, I had broken my arm a couple of years ago, and the stitches were the worst part. While we were sitting in the hallway, Felix kept squeezing my hand, his head on my shoulder. „How much is it going to hurt?" he asked out of the blue. I tried to find anything I could compare that feeling to, but didn't find anything. So I just poke Felix in the arm a couple of times. „Practically not more than that. And I believe getting hit by a car is way more painful than getting some stitches removed." I explained and he laughed, agreeing with me. „But I didn't feel anything back then. And I'm gonna feel everything now." „Your appendix burst, that was more painful. And also, you're an almost grown man. I'm sure you can handle that. I'm there as well, just squeeze my hand when you're in a lot of pain. Or talk to me." I reassured. After 1 hour in the waiting room, we were finally let in a room. Lix had to first lie down on a bed and take his shirt off, then the nurses started to clean his belly scar. Apparently, this already hurt. „Oh wow, I'm a real loser, aren't I? They didn't even do anything to me yet, and yet I'm in pain. Funny, isn't it?" he made fun of himself, which I obviously didn't find very funny. „We'll start to remove your stitches now." One of the nurses said, grabbed something that looked like scissors and started searching for one of the strings. Felix grabbed my hand and a tear rolled down his cheek. „Lix, it's okay. I'm here. Just think of something else." „Does having a baby hurt like that?" I giggled. „I don't know. I didn't experience that kind of pain yet." „If it does, then screw having children. You're not going to go through that kind of pain!" he announced. The nurses also started to laugh while continuing to pull out the stitches. „Having a baby is more painful, but every pain is over at some point. And, with contractions, you'll get a really good reward. Please stop laughing, we can't get a hold anymore." The oldest nurse in the room said and put her hands on my boyfriend's legs. I also put my arm under his head and wiped my other hand through his hair. „Are they done yet?" Felix asked after 10 minutes. And they were. „Look at the scar. It may be a bit red now, but it won't be visible once the swelling is over." the nurse said and put a huge band aid oved his tummy. And now, onto the second scar. Another huge scar on his back, from where he collided with the ground. These stitches were only still there, because the wound ruptured multiple times. Felix now had to kneel on the bed, same as me, and hug me. „Don't choke your girlfriend by the way." the youngest nurse joked. She was definetly almost ten years older than us, but looked almost the same age. „If only I had stayed over at your house that day. All this crap wouldn't have happened if I had just stayed over at your house, or maybe if you had come with me, I would've looked both ways!" he murmured in my ear. He is right, kind of. „Don't say that, if only it's my fault. If I wouldn't have talked to you while you were on the street, you would've been more careful." „I'm just happy you weren't with me. Imagine us both being in this condition. I would've died without you." I kissed him on the cheek and hugged him as tight as I could in that moment. Felix started to really cry from the pain. „Shhhh" I whispered and put my hand on the back of his head. „It'll be over soon. I'm right here, don't cry. Just hug me more tight if you want, I won't break." I said and he did so, quicker than I could even finish the sentence. „I can't...breathe" Felix suddenly said and started shaking uncontrollably. The nurses pulled him away from me, made him lie down on his back and gave him a bag to breathe in, then an oxygen mask. „He's having a panic attack, right?" I asked, surprisingly calm. The oldest woman nodded and started to prepare something. Felix finally returned to breathing normally and sat up. „We're going to inject some painkillers into your back. It's like an anesthesia, but only in a small area. Is that okay?"My boyfriend agreed and not even a minute later, they were done injecting and Lix finally painless. He didn't even feel the rest of the stitches being removed.