His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

「Chapter 40』🥳🥳

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“Felix are you hungry?" Lina asked while she herself was eating next to him. He was hungry, but he had been denying food for the last days, just because he was embarrassed that he would have to be fed. He couldn't really move after all. It was like he had gone back to where he was after the coma. Being a useless human being that just relied on others. He didn't want to be that person, he would've rather died, but life forced him to be that way. Even that, he hated. Just being alive. Why should he like it? All it did was torture him. He was in constant pain, not able to move or care for himself and he couldn't do what he always wanted, dance. Lina and his friends always tried to make him feel better or at least not get bored, but it suddenly seemed like they had failed at that. Didn't anyone realise how miserable he was? “Okay what's the matter?" his girlfriend asked. He'd spent so much time thinking about hating life, that he totally forgot to answer her question. “Why should there be a matter?" Felix replied and tried to shake a strand of hair out of his face, in which he succeeded eventually. "Is it because you can't eat by yourself?" Li suspected. “How do you know?" "We've been inseparable since childhood, I know you well enough to know what's wrong." she explained. “Yeah I think you're right. It's embarrassing if someone feeds an adult man." he said and with no reason, he tried to put on a 'sexy' face. He wasn't even needy at all, his face just did it on it's own. “But you have to eat, Lixie. And if you don't wanna be fed, then I'll have to make you eat." she said. In the end, the girl pulled her boyfriend into a sitting position, him not leaning on the bed but her. She then gave him a spoon, grabbed the back of his hand with hers and started to scoop up some rice pudding. “You're not technically being fed. Just pretend I'm not here and boom! You're eating on your own." she explained while putting the spoon into Felix' mouth. At least his imagination was still working, since Lina's suggestion worked pretty well in his head. He was doing all this alone in no time. "You still have to swallow the food, darling." a voice, it was obviously his girlfriend, but he had zoned out too much to hear who it was, said. Apparently he had even forgotten to do that one small thing. He did so but also immediately started choking it up again. “Hey, it's okay you can do it. Don't even think about it. But if you have to vomit, that's also alright. I know it's hard to suppress." she said while Felix struggled even more, forcing himself to not throw up. “Oh God this tastes disgusting." he complained and threw back his head, making him surprised that he could actually do it. “I know. Try washing it away with more food." Li said and tried giving him another spoon, but he declined. “At least you ate some spoons full." the girl said and wiped her hand over her boyfriend's cheek. It made him feel super relaxed right away, so he almost forgot to keep sitting. “You know exactly what I like." he whispered. He really did love getting 'pet' from Lina. Just anything she did was fine for him. “Look at how thin you are compared to me." the girl said to Felix, seeing their arms next to each other. He knew that he had lost a lot of weight in the months after the coma, but didn't think he would be weighing less than his girlfriend. “I'll gain it back later, it sure isn't that hard." he wiped it off and kissed Li. He was very happy that both of them could talk about his desease and him being disabled normally now. “Can you help me walk? Just once! Please?" he said once his body urged to move. Probably it was also his imagination, in which he was walking around his house, collecting things for their next school trip. “Felix.. You know I won't say no, but I'm really not happy about making you exhaust yourself." the girl, whom he loved so much, said and kissed his cheek. “I know.. But it's my choice and I'll be hurting, not you. So, I would really appreciate it if you helped me." he explained, pushed away from the girl and fixed his hair. “Then come here, honey. If you can stand up, I'll be convinced to help you." Ugh, really? It made sense that if he could stand up, it would sure be beneficial to walking. He was forced to smile while putting his legs, or more these two pieces of body he had no close to control over, onto the ground and trying to push up. It didn't work. Lina helped him by grabbing him under the arms and pulling him up. “Felix you still gotta help my a bit. You're too heavy to lift up completely." she said while her boyfriend's legs were literally flopping around, like when a little kid stands up for the first time. “I'm sorry but I don't feel them right now." he explained and ended up falling back onto the bed.