His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

『Chapter 8』

Felix and I were standing in front of the dance practice room for some time now, and we were still debating if we should go in. Finally, I had the courage to open the door. „Hi Lina!" Mark said. „Hi guys! I brought Felix, so you are complete again." All 4 boys started smiling and nodded excitedly. When Lix entered the room, everyone was around him. This time, he even seemed to like it. „You won't dance, will you?" Hoshu, the Japanese dude asked. He was kinda cute too, probably because he was only 14 years old. „Yes I will. At least try." Felix said and with the help of Hoshu, he pulled himself into a stand. I had twisted emotions. I was happy, because Felix was going to move and see his friends, but worried because I knew he couldn't stand on his own for too long. „Woah, do you need help man?" Patrick, the guy who always got teased because of his name, asked after my boyfriend tripped and almost fell. „No, I'll figure it out. So, what are we going to dance?" „Monsta X 'Hero'. But I don't think you'll be able to dance that, there's a lot of jumping. Plus, I don't think you remember the choreography." Mark explained, but Felix said he'd do it anyway. As soon as they started to dance, I noticed how much better Felix was doing. He was definetly way behind the other guys, but could still dance. Until he suddenly stopped and waddled to the ballet bar at the side of the room. I ran towards him, and slightly kept his body in position. It'd been like two weeks since he stood on his own, yet danced. So he clearly was tired. „I'm okay, I just need a second." „Yeah, but don't fall. The song is over now anyway. Come on, sit down." I said and Felix collapsed into my arms. „WTF just happened?" Hoshu asked and started to panic. „I.." Lix started in a shaky voice, cleared his throat and started again. „I'm okay, I'm just...exhausted as shit" „But still using swear words, same old Felix." Mark laughed and helped me carry my boyfriend over to a couch. Lix put his head on my lap and, I don't know how to describe his state, he was awake, but barely reacted to anything we said. „Thanks that you Re-included him like that. He thought of giving up." I thanked the dance team, and everyone looked shocked. „He.. He wanted to give..up?" Ryan, the oldest of the team, repeated. I nodded and wiped my finger across Lix' cheek. Hoshu started to cry a bit. „H-He was such a happy boy... I honestly looked up to him for always staying positive, no matter how bad the situation was. I can't believe he became so miserable." I felt sorry for the teenager, since he'd also wanted to join the dance team, and Felix had been his role model ever since. He once said Felix was like a dad, someone he could look up to. „Don't cry Hoshu, he's better now. Actually, I think he's really happy, maybe envy, about you. You've got everything he had. I think he's proud, don't cry." The Japanese guy nodded and wiped off his tears. Felix just listened and slightly nodded. „But hey" Mark started „he's still using curse words, so he's feeling good enough to do this. Really." Thank you, Mark. We continued to talk a bit, and even ordered fast food, because, hey, we're teenagers in Australia and are on vacation, screw it! Felix also started to feel a lot better. „I wish I could turn back time. Like when we five had our first performance. Just any time before my accident. But, since I can't, I have an idea. It would've been Lina's birthday the next day, so, let's celebrate it now! Happy birthday honey!" Lix said and crushed me in a hug. „Thank you! So, am I 17 or 18 years old now?" I asked, kissed Felix on the cheek and let him go. „17, honey. My little baby~ " I started to laugh and nodded. „Thank you for bringing me here." Lix whispered in my ear.