His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

「Chapter 38」

“I can't breathe!" Felix whined through his hospital room, grabbing his shirt and lifting it off his chest. His throat and chest seemed so tight, that it felt like they were crushing his airways. Lina, who was with him, jumped up and rushed over to him. “You can, try taking deep breaths." “I can't!" He knew she just wanted to help, but it just annoyed him. He was suffocating and she didn't believe him. It was already very stressing him out that he felt like he wasn't breathing, but when he fell onto his knees and started only seeing blurs, he knew he really wasn't getting any oxygen. Only about one out of three inhales really worked, and that with a burning sensation in his lungs. It made him be afraid to breathe, what didn't exactly make it easier. He was now on the ground, trying to pull himself up and get help. Felix didn't even realise that Lina was still there as well. Call a doctor! I'm dying! He wanted to say, but couldn't even open his mouth without throwing up. But it wasn't vomit, it was blood. Shiny red blood. Lix now knew he was drowning in his own blood. He rolled onto his back and then his side as he choked on more red fluid.
Lina ran over to him and crouched down, looking at her boyfriend. There were some red spots on his shirt and arms and a stream of red fluid was running out of his mouth, nose and ears. It was horrible to see. The girl jumped up again and pressed the emergency button. When a team of doctors came rushing in, they put the now not responding Felix on his bed and rolled him on his left side. They inserted a tube into his mouth. It made some sucking noises and filled up with red fluid. “He's bleeding internally. His lungs filled up with fluid and the left one collapsed. We're trying everything we can, but if we fail, we're forced to put him in a coma again." a doctor said while Lina broke down.

Felix opened his eyes, but saw nothing. At least not at first. He felt that something was different, but what was for sure was that he was standing. Effortlessly. When his eyes decided to work, he saw he was standing in a hospital ward. Great. He though. He was standing but still in a hospital! Everything was well decorated and with bright colors, which showed he was in a children ward. “You don't have to be scared, honey. It's just a vaccine. You'll need this to get to your next belt at Taekwondo, Felix." a woman said to her son. Lix found it interesting, almost funny, that this woman's son was also called Felix and also did Taekwondo. He turned around to face the mother and her child, just to see his mom and his eight year old self looking at him.

After blinking, he found that he was in horrible pain once again, lying in a bed with two tubes in his mouth. It felt so weird, just like the time he got intubated. He could see, but also not. He could feel, but also not. It was a strange feeling, but not quite a feeling. Was he dying? Or dead? He wanted Lina. But what was she going to do? He wasn't a little kid anymore, he was an adult man. He wasn't someone that couldn't bear pain, exactly the opposite. Maybe diyng wasn't painful? He'd survived a surgery without a proper anesthesia, nothing could be more painful than that. He tried falling asleep, until he heard a voice“We're so sorry.."