His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

『Chapter 24』

Lina and Felix were waiting in a hospital waiting room again. They had an appointment to discuss about his next surgery. He was also feeling surprisingly well once again, having even walked down a hallway while holding onto a wooden bar attached to the wall. And Lina's hand, of course. He was really grateful that Li was by his side the whole time. Once they were let in, a doctor greeted them with an even more pityful stare than every other time. „Felix, Lina, nice to see you. How are you, Felix?" „I'm really fine, actually. Really really fine." he explained. The man shook his head, causing Lina to squeeze his hand. „It looks like the treatment is not working as we were hoping. I've got news... Do you want to hear them the hard or the nice way?" Felix thought for a second, then he wanted to hear it the hard way. He wanted to seem tough in front of Li. „You have one week to live, at the maximum. I'm really sorry, for you both." The man said. Lix heard his girlfriend starting to cry next to him, while the doctor left the room. He turned his head to find the girl looking at him with an all red and puffy face. Even though she was crying, she looked more beautiful than ever. He wiped all the hair out of her face and left his hands on her cheeks. „Don't cry, it doesn't suite your pretty face." he almost whispered, trying to make his voice sound as deep as he possibly could. „Are you kidding?! Lixie, you're dying in a few days! I don't want to lose you!!" „It is okay, think of the positive sides." She looked confused. „What positive side?!" „See, I won't be suffering anymore. And maybe God will have mercy and let me watch over you the whole time. You won't be alone." „But you won't physically be there. You won't be able to tell me you love me, or that you miss me, or that you're fine or sick, or to hug and kiss me. And I will never hear your voice ever again!"„Honey, I'm sure you still have some audio messages from me, you'll hear my voice again." „That's not the same! You will never say something else than that!"She threw her arms around the boy, not letting go for over 15 minutes. After some time, they went back to his room and also told Peter about what they just heard. Jisung went out of the room, leaving the couple tightly hugging on a bed. „Are you afraid of death?" Li asked, making her boyfriend think for a second. „Well.. I'm more afraid of how I'm gonna die than of actual death." He explained. She came even closer, even though her boyfriend thought that wasn't possible. „I love you, so much. Don't you ever forget that, even if I won't be able to tell you that anymore." Felix said and kissed her on the forehead. She carefully nodded and a small tear rolled over her face. He too couldn't imagine that he wouldn't be there for when she graduated, Christmas, birthdays and other important days in her life. He had wanted to be with Lina forever, but it seemed like their forever was way shorter. All the time, he had wished for Lina to die before him, so she wouldn't have to bare the pain of living without Felix. They didn't want to let go of each other. Never. „Lixie, I know you love me. I love you too, I love you a lot. Promise me you won't die, Okay?" she demanded for him to say, but he didn't want to. He didn't want to lie to her. „If I could, I-" „No, say it. Please?" „Okay, I promise I won't die." Just with saying that, a smile wiped over the girl's face. After some time, Felix ended up with his head buried on his girlfriend's chest, arms around her neck and upper back. He didn't know if Lina tried to make him stay awake, afraid he would die in his sleep, or if she was trying to help him fall asleep. He only now realised that his condition indeed became worse. Maybe he just didn't want to acknowledge it before getting it told in the face. He was more sorry for Lina than anyone else, even himself. She was the one who was going to have to tell all their friends and family the news. „Hey Li..." the teen whispered „I want to experience some things while I'm still alive. I want to go to the Harbour Bridge and the Opera house, please." „Of course, I won't deny you anything." They said to each other. Felix closed his eyes, being afraid it would be the last time he saw his babe.