His Last Hope ｜ A Lee Felix FF (sometimes 18+) 《COMPLETED》

『Chapter 7』

Before I knew it, I found myself on Felix' doorstep. He hadn't texted me for days, and to be honest, I was expecting the worst. I rang the doorbell multiple times, until I finally had enough and just opened it up with my keys. I don't know why I didn't use them in the first place. „Felix?" I asked and walked in the kitchen, then upstairs. „I'm gone." A deep voice finally said after I asked again. Felix was lying on his bed in his room. I sat down in front of him. „Felix, you're not gone, you're here in front of me. And you won't be gone under my watch." he sighed. „Well, if that would work, I'd not be a dying cripple." „Felix Lee, you're not dying. You're still alive and still the same as before." I said and my boyfriend rolled his eyes. „No, I'm not. I should be normal now. But it's okay, I don't give any fucks what the others say. I'll just stay here until my body finishes itself." I fell backwards. I don't know if it was his monotonous voice or just what he said, but I was shocked. „Lix" I started „if you're gone, I'll have nothing to live for anymore. And I'm sure that you don't want to, but you're going to school today." I literally picked him up and carried him to the bathroom. „That's right, I don't. Now let me down!" he said to me, but this time, I didn't care. After I forcibly changed his clothes and cleaned him up, we went downstairs and ate breakfast. „Why do I have to go?" he asked. „Because it's the last day of school. It's just one year before graduation, so it's special. And you need to leave the house or you're not going to feel better. Believe me, you'll be happy to see all your friends again." Felix didn't react and finished eating.

At the school

As soon as we arrived at our school, all eyes were on Felix. He didn't like it and he told everyone that pissed him off so. „G'day mate, nice to see you." Mark, one of our friends said and shook Lix' hand. „Yeah, hi." I was just watching these two boys talk, and I knew what was going on. Mark was a member of the school dance team, which Felix had just joined a few months ago as well. I knew my guy was very jealous of his friend. „How's the dance team doing? Is...everyone well?" „Yup. It's not doing as great as it could, but, we're pulling through it. We're active during summer, or winter, vacation this year. You can pull by if you want." I knew that Felix would say no, so I answered instead of him. „I'll make sure he does at least once. See you, Mark." After the blonde dude was gone, Lix looked at me with a death stare. „I hate you." he said with a cold voice and face expression, that soon turned into guilt. „I.. I'm sorry! I.. I didn't mean it like this! I love you, really!" Felix tried to get out of the wheelchair, but failed. „Darling, I love you too." I said and kissed, then hugged him. „Do you want to watch the graduation ceremony? We can go home now if you want." I asked, but he nodded to the first question and started to wheel himself into the school and to the big hall, where the graduation was held. „Promise me that you'll be up there next year?" I said to Lix. „Yeah, and, I'll not just BE up there, I'll STAND up there!" he answered and I nodded. I knew it was going to be hard for him, but we had 6 weeks of vacation before us, so we would have enough time to prepare.