My Soulmate » Meanie

CHAPTER 45

CHAPTER 45

MINGYU'S POV.

THE WHOLE RIDE is quiet and the only source of noises are the radio of his car. No one dared to talk. The atmosphere feels heavy. Enough for me to feel suffocated.

The stop lights turned red so Wonwoo stopped the car. Since we got inside of the car, no one started to talk with each other. I actually insisted on my mother's idea on Wonwoo driving me back home but mom is a persistent so she won and now we're here.

I heard few heavy sighs coming from Wonwoo which pisses me off. "Can you fucking stop sighing?"

I glared at him as Wonwoo just nodded his head while his attention on the front. I returned my attention back on the window and watched some people walk on the busy side walk.

"Mingyu?" He uttered my name but J didn't respond.

"You told me I did something wrong.. and it's really big.. may I know what is it?" His voice sounded so soft and smooth like he's carefully voicing out his words so he can't make me mad.

I just scoffed and didn't even bothered answering him. "Can you tell me so I can fix it, hmm?"

Still got no response from me. That made him sighed. "Whatever that is.. I'm truly sorry and won't do it again.." I lay my eyes on him and saw him looking down on his hands, holding the steering wheel.

"If you don't wanna tell it.. it's okay... But I'm really sorry if I made you so upset like this.." He, then, catches my stares and saw his eyes full of sorrowful.

Without any reasons, he just suddenly smiled at me. Taking me off guard. I clenched my jaw and looked away.

"The lights are green."

"Y-Yeah, right. I'm sorry."

Wonwoo hurriedly started driving and left the atmosphere on silence. And when we arrived outside of my house, I immediately got off of the car without a word of farewell or a simple thank you for driving my back home.

"Mingu, wait—" I turned to look at him and cut him off.

"What do you want? You already drove me home. What else do you want? A thank you? Then, thank you." I sneered that made him shake his head.

"I don't want a thank you from you if you're not sincere saying it. But, that's not the point... I just.. I just can't stop myself from wandering from what did I made you upset? I'll do everything for you to forgive me.. I just want everything went back like it was before..." He locked his eyes on mine and made an staring contest with me. That didn't take long since Wonwoo won. I immediately looked away.

I sarcastically laugh. "Wanna know what is it?" He waited for my answers. "It's because you're so fucking stupid and naive!" I scowled that made his brows narrowed.

"What do you mean?" My fist clenched and chuckled sarcastically.

"I hate you for making me feel this way! I hate you because you obeyed my fucking stupid wishes! I hate you for always obeying whatever I say! I hate you for making me feel jealousy! I hate you because since after you stopped appearing before me, I've been having a hard time dealing with everything! I fucking hate you because you cause all of this and now, I can't deny the fact that I already fucking love you!" I throw that like I'm throwing my tantrums infront of him. He only listens and didn't even bothered interrupting me. "I already fell in love with you, asshole! I hate you!" With that last words, I suddenly felt the embarrassment. What the fuck did I just confessed? I just fucking confessed that I love him, what the fuck?!

"Is it.. true?" I saw a ghost smile on his lips that made me pissed off and forgot what I'm feeling few seconds ago.

"Ask your fucking self. I'm gone." Before I could move an inch, Wonwoo immediately pulled me and hugged me tightly. I didn't move because of the shock and when I recovered, I immediately pushed him away.

"What the fuck?!"

"Is that why you've been pushing me away lately?" I shake my head.

"Then, what else?" I look at him straight onto his dark orbs and cleared my throat.

"Because if I die, I don't want you to cry and suffer.. I don't want to be the reason of your pain if that day comes." A small smile curved his lips before kissing my forehead before hugging me again.

"Silly.. you're not going to die.. you will survive.. I'll help you fight.. I'll help you find the cure... So please, don't push me away again, hmm? Let me take care of you.. I won't leave your side ever again." His words brings comfort that made me smiled and tear up. O, I love this man.. I don't want to lose him.. I want to survive.