2 PM: I missed my class again
Did you miss yours too because you're sleeping in?
Are the two of us both imagining
Seven-hour round trips into each others' beds?
Everything so unexpectedly started to change in the dream
But I was preoccupied with how the magic would end
Because nothing intangible remains sustainable
Hope is a scheme
Will I ever see you again?
Will I ever see you again?
Although I always love talking to you, and I prefer xBenx, it's always very nice when you're drunk and sentimental and telling me how much you love me and rambling about anything, it's always very sweet and endearing. It makes me laugh so much
When we were talking about the nawt and you just started laughing and saying "it's just so beautiful" I almost started bawling. It was so sweet and genuine and I knew you really meant it. It was such a nice and sweet moment. I will think about it often. It almost makes me want to get up and do it right now.
It WILL happen. I promise. I will do everything in my power and more to make it happen. It just needs to, I can't imagine it not.
It's sweet to know you think and talk about me when I'm not around. I'm kind of glad you tell people things about me, I think it'll make them feel more connected to me which is good because I am so nervous about that. I want them to like me.
"It's me, shutupwow!"
"That bitch from 2017?"
"The one and only!"
I love talking to you, I really always do. I'm glad you like talking to me too. You always put me in a good mood.
I hope you remember that call well, it's probably been my favorite since the summer
I also thought it was nice when we were both tearing up. I would've been content crying with you, but I think I would've thought about us crying together about You, In Weird Cities and then I'd cry about us crying. Sheesh shutupwow, cry much?
I really really wish I could comfort you, with more than just words
For the millionth time, you are pretty
