I've gotten to that phase again where I'm constantly researching my schizo stuff. I actually hate calling it that. It bothers me that I'm not formally diagnosed but I literally can't be until I'm 18.
I've realized that my "phases" are actually kind of the opposite of what schizos do. For me it's:
Phase 1: - depression and it's symptoms - sleeping constantly - low psychosis - low motivation - anti social
Phase 2: - high psychosis - doesn't sleep at all - more social - motivation slightly increased (not this time around though) - more upbeat mood
And this is a phase thing that most schizos do:
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Fun fact: after I inserted that picture the text was black and wouldnt change until I restarted the app. Anyway
I hope you get and enjoy the references of these titles.
I really really enjoyed the call last night. I needed it more than I can verbalize. I loved watching you go through your playlists and play random things. It was so nice. I'm whipping up a new playlist as we speak.
I think we are very similar. I don't think that's a good or bad thing, it's just a thing. It makes me laugh when people say we're similar though.
I thought I had more to say but I can't think rn. Maybe there will be another part later
