"Alternative"ness becoming cool is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. I cling to my hipster like urges passed down onto me by my father. I must be the most esoteric person in the room. I must be the weirdest looking person at the school organized function. I say I hate these new wave alt kids, but I think it's just because it makes me look less different. I think that defeats a whole key point of my personality. I definitely am not the way I am for other people. I enjoy the things I enjoy because I enjoy them. At the same time I enjoy being different. My dad always told me if I really wanted to be different I wouldn't try to be non conformist. Which makes sense, kinda. I don't necessarily think I'm non conformist. I think I am simply me. I hate being lumped in with these kids though. These kids who label themselves as alternative but have no real values. Maybe that's a bitchy thing for me to say. I really hate the "alternative label". Alternative to what? My dad always asks me that and it keeps me on my toes. I'm not alternative, I am just me. I'm definitely a hater through and through. Im bringing back the word poser. This whole Wattpad is just sucking my own dick about how cool I am. I guess I'm bitter because I was made fun of for this stuff like my entire like but suddenly these cool kids have snake bites. What the fuck is up with that. I'm definitely just bitter.
