These are all thoughts I had while in the shower but I didn't want to title this "shower thoughts" cause I'm not a fucking loser bitch.
It's weird to have sex dreams about people you know, but it's weirder to have sex dreams about people you don't
I don't write similarly to you on purpose, I didn't even notice it until you pointed it out
My biggest problem with P——- (yes I'm stealing your censorship) going after J—— is that he was around when I stopped being friends with them. He KNOWS that she upset me. Even if I forgave her (which I didn't technically even do because I'm not the one to forgive) he doesn't know that. I didn't even think about this until just now. As far as he knows she was literally either racist or dating a racist. But I guess that just doesn't matter to him huh. Fuck him.
If I had to chose right now between being blind or being deaf I'd chose blind because all of my relationships are online and being deaf would take away the only intimate thing we have, calls. But knock on wood because even writing that makes me anxious.
I should've said something more when my extended family was over. I argue with them constantly and my dad always tells me it's not worth my breath. I know you relate to this. When he said that GROSS thing all I said was "are you kidding me? That's racist" and my grandmother said "everything is racist nowadays" and I was so in shock I just said "let's just keep playing". I shouldn't argued. He's fucking lame as hell anyway.
However I was agreeing with them when we started talking about Elon musk on SNL. We agreed that all rich people do "shady stuff" although I think what we saw as "shady stuff" was completely different. I didn't want to rock the boat.
I had a dream about you that really made me miss you
I've asked my dad literally all week to take me to the doctor about my ear and he's ignoring me
I wonder what F—- would say if she read these. I mean there's a chance she is cause she's my only other follower. Hi!
Now for the second act: non shower thoughts
I need to write everyday I like writing but I just have nothing to say but that's when all the good stuff comes in
I like your writing. So much. So much. So much.
I lurk A LOT.
Never private your playlists
Close your eyes I'll be here in the morning
