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• I love him • Word Count ~ 1277
"I don't know what to do." I mumbled into James's chest. It had been a day since my the talk between me and Pan.
"I know that I can't keep running back to you after every little argument with Pan and I can't keep pushing him away but I'm scared."
"Why are you scared, Princes?"
"I'm scared because he cares about me and I care about him. I don't want to open up to him but he's opened up to me now and it's just going so fast and I don't know what to do." I bit my lip to stop myself from rambling even more.
"Do you love him?"
"What?" I said looking up at James.
"Do you love him?" He repeated, louder this time.
"I don't know... I'm not sure anymore... I think I just need some time." I trailed off.
"Why don't you go get some sleep? No offence Princess but you look really tired." James chuckled. I offered a small chuckle but it didn't hold any humour behind it because I knew exactly why I looked tired.
"Sure. It might help I guess." I smiled weakly at him before he helped me up from where we'd been sitting and walked me to my cabin.
"Tomorrow you'll have a clear head okay. Everything will be fine, now go get some sleep." James ordered, opening my door for me.
"Thanks James." I gave him a small kiss on the cheek before entering my cabin. I'd just taken my top off and started to take my jeans off when I heard a voice from behind me.
"How long has it been since you've had a decent night sleep?" Pan asked.
"What the fuck, get out of my cabin!" I snapped at him, trying to cover myself.
"It was just a question, love. Plus it's not like it's anything I haven't seen before. Just as beautiful as I remember."
I rolled my eyes and turned my back to him, to put on a clean top.
"How long has it been since you slept?"
"Last night obviously."
"Since you've slept for more then 4 hours?"
I said nothing which was the only answer Pan needed.
"You need to sleep Maze. The lack of sleep is catching up to you love."
"You think I don't know that?!"
"Then why don't you?" Pan asked keeping his voice calm and soft.
"Because I can't!" I shout, the lack of sleep was getting to me and making me act out. I couldn't remember the last time I'd got a full nights rest.
