Lust for Love

Chapter 12.1

"I promise."

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*CHIRP* *CHIRP* *CHIRP* 

When I opened my eyes, I was lying in bed in Jacob's arms with those sweet words ringing in my head. A perfect Saturday morning, with Jacob by my side and after having the best night of my life, basking in the sun to soak in the happy memories, and wake Jacob with a sweet kiss,

EXCEPT

my memories came flooding back to me like a freezing shower, seeping in the cold pain as I stared at him peacefully sleeping after what he did last night, and instead of waking him up with a sweet kiss, I felt the urge to run away.

After Jacob promised me, I think we both lost all our senses since he kept fucking me senseless thereafter. He manhandled me and made me come multiple times with his rough foreplay and then filling up my vagina with his semen. And all I did was take it as many times as it took for him to finally stop.

My incessant silent cries for help were heard by no one. It was as if I was left in a cage as a prisoner for the beast to play with me as he pleased.

While a lightly breathing, asleep Jacob would have enamored me, I was terrified by the fact that I might get impregnated by him and how his demeanor changed overnight. I felt heavy in my heart and my body ached all over.

I tried getting out of bed only to meet the floor with a thud, as my legs gave in, drained of all their strength.

My vagina felt sore and my lower back hurt to the point I wouldn't normally even get out of bed but I had a wedding to attend and I didn't have the luxury to stay there and cry about how betrayed and ashamed I felt after being violated by the one person I loved and stood for against everyone and for dismissing my brother's earnest plea for my foolish daydreams.

I pulled my knees close to me and sat there hoping Jacob would wake up and console me and it would all be just a dream that I could forget, but he slept like a log without a care in the world as if expecting that I would be bound to him by his chains.

Chains! OH! NO!

I completely forgot we had raw sex!

I panicked and with a sense of urgency, I somehow found the strength to get up and drag myself into the bathroom only to find myself being hit by yet another shock.

My body was covered in hickeys and bite marks, even my cheeks had a light pinkish rash and really . . . Bite Marks!

What happened last night?

Did I lose consciousness?

Did he do me even after I was not in the state to continue?

"HAH!" I gasped.

Both with fear and anger. Tears started to trickle as memories crept up as if his shadow was wrapping itself around me. We had it wild last night. I don't even remember when we slept. It was constant sex after sex like there was no tomorrow.

Although I could share a few happy moments but only the first time we did it.

"Babe," Jacob stood there at the door, leaning his head against the side jamb as he smiled and for a moment I thought he returned to his normal self and maybe it was all just a nightmare that won't ever happen until his smile started to look like a smirk.

"My marks look beautiful on you!" He chuckled and I shuddered as he stared in the direction of my vagina.

Does it mean he fucked me until I was soaked in his semen?