Lust for Love

Chapter 73.2

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Dream:

"Ahn!" What's this? Where am I and why do I feel this way. Who's on top of me? Jacob? Are we having sex? But I don't want to have sex with you! I tried to pull myself away from him but I couldn't. He bent me over our dining table and thrust me forcefully like he always did! Why are we in my house though?

"Come now. Don't be shy. Let me hear you loud and clear. Is this how Kai did you?"  What! How could you say that! His hands cuffed both of my hands behind my back as I tried to free them.

"Stop! Please! I don't want to!" I tried screaming my rejection but he just kept pounding me until he flipped me and I found myself on the office table as he licked his lips before he bent forward to kiss me.

"No! I don't want to! Just leave me alone already! Tyler! Tyler!"

I closed my eyes in fear and when I opened them I found myself on the bed, back to the night Tyler was shot. Jacob hugged me as he kept sliding his penis in and out of me however he liked.

"Yeah I just need to keep him occupied here until I can figure out how to get Tyler away from him." I thought reluctantly as he kept doing me and I let him fuck me out of the fear he would try to kill Tyler again.

"What do I do? What else could I say to make him stay?" My mind kept racing and racking for different solutions to my predicament he spoke the words he did that night that lead to him acting berserk.

"Did he fuck you just like this?" Jacob's voice resonated in my ears as he heavily breathed his words.

"What! What are you talking about?  No wait! I need to answer! I need to say something so that he doesn't leave me." I frantically tried to say something that he wanted to hear to satisfy his obsession.

The next moment I was professing my love for him as I desperately held onto his legs in the living room.

"I love you! I'll love you just like you wanted! I'll have a family with you!" His eyes looked down in disbelief at me.

"No what have I done? Why am I saying these words to him? Why does he not look happy? Isn't this what he wanted? What do you want from me? Love? Sex? Money? My life? My children?"

"My children?"

*GUNSHOT*

When I blinked. I found Jacob in my arms sliding sideways. I felt a heavy and cold metal in my right hand. When I looked sideways I had a gun.

"Gun? Who died?"

Blood soaked my hands as I sat in a pool of blood.

"Am I bleeding?"

Blood trickled down my thighs as I stood up. The viscous blood felt icky under my feet and I felt a little nauseous and dizzy. When suddenly a pair of hands pulled me into the pool of red water.

It was heavy.

It was dark.

It was suffocating.

It was cold.

I felt scared of being lost in that despair as I kept sinking to the bottom but there seemed to be no bottom.

"Tyler! Tyler! Please I'm scared! Where are you? ....hic....sniff..... Tyler!" I tried calling out for him but I didn't hear his voice.

Couldn't feel his touch.