Lust for Love

Chapter 60

* Vivy's p.o.v. *

While I was still asleep I was unaware of what drunk Carmel had done until I checked my phone the next morning.

"Carmel!!!!! You dolt! Why'd you send my picture to the group? And what's up with that insane amount of emojis?" I yelled at her as I scrolled to read through the messages and pictures that flooded the chat.

They definitely know it wasn't me and that might have felt insincere. I already did them wrong and now I'm acting like this.....

Geez, what was I thinking when I unlocked my phone and gave it to a drunk Carmel?

No more importantly I never imagined she had a side like this to her.

"Urgh! Vivy! It's ...." Carmel checked her phone to see what the time was, "...8 in the morning on a Saturday! Geez, can you be any louder?"

She covered her ears and her face under the pillow.

While I scrolled further, I found a video of Genny calling Sherry 'MAMA' for the first time.

"Awww, my baby she's learned how to call Sherry MAMA already."

Atta girl!

You a genius or what!

As I played the video again Carmel startled me as she sat up with a jolt and snatched the phone from my hand to check Genny's video.

That surprised me.

So I wasn't hallucinating when she said she loved babies. Her exterior and interior totally don't match...

Who does she remind me of?

Gray..?

"Jeez, you really like babies don't you?" I giggled and suggested something that totally woke her up.

"I could invite her over today if you're free?"

Well, it's not just for you.

I thought I could stay away from them and Genny but it hurts too much to not see her. It's been over a month now since I last saw her.

I don't know how they are doing, except when I hear from Nathan and Gray when they visit and even though I still don't want to meet them, I feel even guiltier for hiding like this from them.

I don't know how I can face them.

After what Nathan said yesterday it seems Sherry and Juvi might feel responsible for what happened between me and Tyler.
Tyler.... how's he doing?

I hope he hasn't done anything stupid since the last time we met.

How do I face him?

I don't have the courage to face him.

Maybe I'll tell Sherry and Juvi to not tell him.

Right, Carmel might feel a little awkward too!

I shouldn't.

And he should know better than to do something like that the next time....

As I was lost in my own thoughts Carmel looked at me with her wide hazel eyes expectantly while her drool that had dried left a mark on her cheeks.

"Pfft! So cute. I'll call them but let me warn you there'll be a lot of noise." I chuckled as I ruffled her already messy auburn hair even more.