Lust for Love

Chapter 12.2

"This was the best sex. I've never felt so satisfied." Jacob panted a little as he expressed his approval.

I fed my ego feeling good about the fact that I could make him feel satisfied but I forgot to stand my ground.

Jacob always did whatever he wanted. Without saying a word I set myself free from his embrace.

"Where are you going?" he asked, as I grabbed my dress and made my way to the front.

Jacob who could see his semen pouring out of my vagina and dripping down the side, swiped it off and spread it onto my vulva like buttering up to another feast.

"Don't spread it like that, it's already so sticky there." I scolded him as I quickly jumped into the shotgun seat and slipped my dress on.

Jacob still sat there with expecting eyes boring holes in my back, thinking I would give in but I wasn't gonna.

"Not happening," I tried to sound stern without looking back, while my cheeks flushed at the memory of me going wild like a bitch.

I wiped myself with the tissue that was already lying there as if he had planned the whole thing and passed some to him while he got dressed in the back seat.

"It's getting late. Nathan and Gray will really be concerned. Plus I've got to be there to manage all these things I just up and left in the middle to get a break." I complained and Jacob caught his cue.

He quickly wore his clothes and ran out to the driver's seat. He got a little wet due to the rain.

When I looked closely, his cheeks were flushed and his lips red from my biting and he looked at me with his emerald green eyes.

"What is it?" he smiled nonchalantly as if the previous night and the breakfast never happened.

He rubbed his hands as it did feel slightly chilly but we were too hot and heavy to notice. He turned the car on and turned the heater up to clear out the fog on the windshield.

Rubbed his palms again and then held my cold hands bringing them close to his mouth as he playfully blew on them to warm them up.

I felt my heart tickle followed by a sudden sinking feeling. I wanted to love him so bad but I was guilty and scared of where this was all heading as he blew again in his palms and placed them on my belly.

What is this obsession of having a child with me?

I stayed silent as he childishly giggled.

He looked so cute like an innocent father all giddy from receiving the news he's going to be a father but Jacob was just trying to feed his delusions as he tried to imply his desires onto me.

It was an adorable sight but my heart was sad. 

"Alright, the sky's clearing up little by little," he added and we started towards home finally.

Throughout the drive I stayed silent, looking out of the window. Jacob sensed something was wrong but didn't know what to say until he finally gathered the courage.

"So how are the preparations going on? The D-day is almost upon us."

Nada from me.

I just felt so frustrated at myself and ashamed as I sat there without an underwear. Yeah cause Jacob decided to throw them away.

I fell right into his hands.

"Come on babe we just had such an amazing time a little while ago." He held my hand in his, putting on a pitiful face.