Where My Heart Belongs

Chapter 23 " Signorina Anika"

" He can hear it , his heart beats that even louder than the screams of panicking coming from between his lips and the sound of her struggling breath ,those faint whistles coming from her heaving chest that stab his heart with painful fear and sorrow his hand was shivering and he can feel tears flowing on his cheeks and neck ,

" I will be ok, I am sure of that , don't be scared " her smile told him as her cat like eyes was saying different , she is lying he always know when she lies she is scared , confused , and in pain and he is helpless he can't move , he is chained to the floor with heavy rusty chains, he can't but watch her pain, he can't sooth her fear or light that darkness she fears the most and that started swallow her he can only scream her name as loud as he can but the darkness was swallowing her as she struggling for breath and blood started to cover her dress and face as her hand scratching in the black floor and she started to screams in pain and he screamed her pain with her !! l the blood continued to cover her all body !!!!! "

what suddenly happened ? its nightmare ? it must be , yes its nightmare.

", ITS NOT TRUE, IT CAN'T BE " he screamed on himself as he pulled on the chains that was getting tighter and stronger then he looked at her only to find her stopped struggling and started closing her eyes and he screamed in the top of his lungs

"NO , NO don't die , don't leave me ,please "

And he fought the metal chains that was getting stronger and heavier

but suddenly she looked at him and screamed .

" WAKE UP OPEN YOUR EYES "

And he did , he opened his eyes only to find himself still in the car wearing his suit that now drenched in tears and sweat

as Anika holding both his hands firmly , he swallowed feeling numb then he sit straight taking his hand off her hand and looked forward with shocked eyes , then he pulled a tissue and wiped his tears with it and the sweat on his neck as Anika leaned with her head on the window of the door in her side

looking with her eyes on the jewelry store but not interested in the gold necklaces or the diamonds , she just didn't want to meet his eyes, she feels ashamed from exposing the secret in front of him , that she knows about his nightmares , but this time it was the worst !! he wasn't calming down !!and she wasn't able to take him in her arm!! she couldn't unbuckle his seat belt ,for some reason it was so much harder to unlocked than the first time ! for sure he changed the belt thinking it unbuckled itself the last time !! it was impossible to unbuckle no matter how much she tried !!!!

Shivaay looked at her as she swallowed and adjusted her white and black dress looking forward trying to not to look at him but seeing he still looking at her she had to look back at him ! !!! they just looked at each other for a moment !! Shivaay with shocked eyes and Anika with sorry faint smile !

Anika in low tone: Shivaay ? you were having a nightmare , a bad one it was torturing you , I had to do something, (then she nodded looking forward and said) I know , you are shocked and didn't want me to know about those nightmares about Surbhi but (then she looked at him and said) I will never tell

anyone ,in fact consider me wasn't there (then she nodded and said) I get bad nightmares too everyone get them so (and she smiled at him an awkward smile) you are ok , right? and you are not angry with me ?

Shivaay nodded faintly and looked at her for a moment then looked forward and started the car and she looked back again from window with wide smile she was so scared from his reaction but thank god he didn't give any !!! but she won't deny it torture her his condition when he gets those nightmares !!!he loves Surbhi so much no doubt but it's not fair that he have to suffer so much and not even try to seek help of a professional or even a friend its like that he don't even care of his own pain (she took a deep breath and smiled faintly) what is like to be loved that much ? she wondered !!