Where My Heart Belongs

Chapter 51 " Hello Kitty"

Shivaay loved her to the limit that he didn't feel how much he loves Anika

Anika chuckled a silent chuckle with the thought as tears flow on her Smiling cheek and she closed her eyes and brushed her nose in his

Anika whispered: didn't we agree you are not to make me fall for you deeper? Who is the rule breaker now, Mr. Shivaay?

and she chuckled faintly and kissed his head and that when she felt his hand squeezing on her arm and suddenly she felt tickle of hundred butterflies inside her heart and something just like goose bumps in her arms that was now held firmly by his hand, she looked at his eyes lids and saw them shivering and open faintly and for some reason she felt very nervous of meeting his eyes after what they been through the day before All this emotions, the longing and the tears in their eyes that don't stop

And she without thinking closed her eyes and returned her head back on his shoulder, just closed them with no intension to pretend that she was sleeping, after all he always knew when she lied

And as she closed her eyes, she felt his hard grip on her arm softened till it became just a gentle touch on her arm

and she can swear that he was smiling kindly, she can see his smile even when her eyes close, she can know how he looks at her and she can hear his thoughts through his heart beats and her only hope in this second that he cannot hear hers, because if he heard her thoughts he will only hear the words

"I still can't believe, your heart is mine"

That gentle touches on her arm soon lessened till it became just a faint touch with the back of his finger that moved from her arm to touch her wet cheek so lightly as if it's just caressing her tears not her cheek

and with this gentle touch she shuddered and a faint gasp of heavy breath came through her lips, she remember this touch more than anything else she remembers, she remembered it before remembering her own name, that kindness, that love that even a five year old felt it and lost It And searched for it all her life

She couldn't help the single tear that dropped from the corner of her eyes but didn't touch her cheek, it touched his finger

Her lips trembled with thought and she raised her head from his shoulder and turned it the other way while her eyes kept closed

Shivaay looked at her with a sad smile and closed his hand on the single precious tear on his finger and neared his closed hand to his lips and sighed closing his eyes then he stood and moved Anika to lean on the couch and he saw her hand clutch on the couch with fear and he knew what she fears so he whispered

Shivaay: you can just open your eyes and then it won't be dark anymore

Anika opened her eyes wide and looked at the red couch and not towards Shivaay as he smiled faintly and held Jhanvi's hand and put it on his shoulder then raised her to standing position as she moaned and opened her eyes annoyed

Shivaay whispered: we are just going to put you on bed, aunty

Jhanvi nodded as Shivaay looked at Anika who was still looking at the couch without understanding why she can't just look to Shivaay's eyes

As Shivaay helped Jhanvi to the bed and looked at his watch that pointed 11: 59 before midnight and he whispered

Shivaay: aunty, it's time for your pill

Jhanvi nodded as he broke a pill in half so it can be easy for her to swallow and offered it to her but she looked to him and said

Jhanvi: why Surbhi don't give the pill to me, is she angry with me? She is not sleeping, I saw her with big open eyes