WHEN PIGS FLY

Chapter Thirty Nine

Nathan's POV(of that scene that night)
Cause I know that what you all want😏
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Okay she's acting pretty weird, did I do something wrong or did someone else do something wrong ?

All I know is something was done wrong....I was so freaking scared when I couldn't find her, I was on the phone with one of her bfs about her location and she said she had no idea and that's when I saw Kishi just walking around the hotel lost in her own thoughts

I was so relieved to see her okay

She didn't even look happy to see me, she looked distraught and sad while I walked behind her

I don't know what she's thinking about but I don't like it... she looks too sad.
I need to make sure she's alright

She's the only girl that I have ever had deep feelings for in my life so seeing her in such a state is heartbreaking for me. I can't just help but wonder if it's because of me and how I destroyed her whole life of gaining happiness

I was fully aware of this but I wasn't ready to let her go just yet....and probably never.

To be honest I could have divorced her like a month after our marriage and promise to pay her all the money my family promised to pay her but I just couldn't do it cause I started catching feelings and just couldn't let go and I don't think I'm ever gonna

I smile just thinking of our lives together and what we would be like if we were in love........but a single thought that pops into my brain after that quickly shatters it away....she doesn't like me back.....she probably thinks I'm just a friend and she's probably thinking of asking me for a divorce in the most nicest way possible

She sighs again and I can't help but ask her what the problem was again...she suddenly halts at the top of the stairs and turns to face me frustration and anger written all over her features

She starts to shout at me but before I know what's happening she's screaming and I'm stretching my hands out immediately like some kind of reflex action.....I can't let the woman I love fall, she's only going to be falling for me (pun intended) and not on some stupid stairs

I manage to grab her and stop her from falling as I feel her shiver in fear of falling to her death...once she realizes that she's not falling  she opens her eyes slowly trying to peek to see if she was dreaming, she finally opens it fully ....and that's when I couldn't let go, it's like my heart started controlling my brain and my hands wouldn't let go of her.....all I felt right now was my soul getting dragged into those beautiful dark brown eyes of hers

How can someone be sooo damn beautiful and captivating at the same time

I don't understand what happens next but she's coming closer....

Is she thinking what I think she's thinking?....a kiss?

I widen my eyes once again like my eyes couldn't get any wider than it already is....she was probably just caught up in the moment, but not me....if she was going to kiss me I wanted her to do it with love and affection and not a 'moment' kind of thing....I'm sure she'll regret it when she gets snapped into reality

I use all the strength I could muster to take my hands of her body as I steady her immediately just to make sure she doesn't trip again.
she looked surprised and shocked at what she had tried to do