Our Love (Ryomen Sukuna x Reader)

Curse of Love ~ Ch57

Warnings : Fingering, dacriphilia

¤ (Y/n)'s Point Of View ¤

"I don't understand why you stay there." Sukuna said, finally speaking up after yet another day of me complaining about my father. It's been almost a month since the dagger went 'missing' and the man has not stopped hos search for it, everyday never failing to let me know that it was my fault. Sukuna was probably tired of hearing about the emperor, his hate towards him already at it's maximum. Yet, I couldn't stop. I always found myself quite relieved once I've told him what's on my mind. It was cathartic.

"Are you telling me I should run away?" I asked Sukuna with a small smile, a giggle threatening to spill from my lips because Sukuna was no longer afraid to show that he cared for me. Oh, how far we've come compared to before.
"Well, you do it everyday. I don't see the difference in you just not returning." Sukuna told me sarcastically, making my laugh in amusement.

I crawled onto his lap with a smile and wrapped my arms around his neck, forcing him to look me in the eyes.
"I can't leave them, Sukuna. You know that. They are my family and I love them- especially Miyuki." I told him softly which made him roll his eyes with a huff.
"And that is why love is a curse." Sukuna replied pointedly, making me giggle as I entangled my fingers within his hair.

"You still believe that?" I asked him softly, staring down at him sith a soft smile as he stared broodingly over my shoulder with a confident nod.
"Yes." Sukuna replied simply, making me tilt my head as I wondered what made him still think this way about love.
"And why is that?" I prodded, twirling a strand of his hair with my fingers, my kimono slipping higher up my thighs the longer I stayed sat in this position.

"Because you have placed the same curse on me." Sukuna replied calmly, finally looking up to meet my gaze, his grip around my hips tightening as we met eyes. I smiled at his words, this being the first time that Sukuna has ever admitted his love for me outloud. This was an indirect approach for sure, but it was more than I could have ever hoped or dreamed of from him.

"Is that so?" I asked cheekily, my smile becoming more of a grin now.
"What I feel for you is the deadliest curse that I have ever faced." Sukuna told me, my smile never leaving as he spoke. Anyone else would be offended to have their lover say that their relashionship was a curse. But to me, the fact that Sukuna has spent over a years and a half 'suffering' through this 'curse' was more a compliment if anything.

"Love, you mean." I told him, decoding his words outloud so that he could hear them too since I was sure that love was something he never wanted to admit to himself. But he would have to if he was going to find a lover after I was gone. He needed to be straightforward about it all with his next lover. Sukuna hummed in response, his thumb drawing circles into my thigh as he thought.

"Well, I still don't think love is a curse...But if it is, would it be a curse that you would want to break?" I asked him curiously, biting the inside of my cheek as his fingers danced across the skin of my thighs, helping him relax as we talked about such a topic.
"No. I've come to rely on this curse for power." Sukuna told me, making me giggle as this was something that I told him months ago- that love was a source of power. But was our love really his source of power if I myself am weak?

"Right, I'm sure that's the reason." I teased, knowing in my heart that he didn't want to break this 'curse' because it simply felt too good. Love felt amazing, curse or blessing. It didn't matter. Even Sukuna couldn't deny that.
"It is." Sukuna growled, not liking that I was suddenly calling him out. But ut was this sudden defensiveness that made me want to tease him more.

"Mhm. So it's not the fact that I would fall back to Toru who already has feelings for me if you broke this curse? It's not for jealousy?" I teased, knowing already that this was not true yet it was fun to make fun of him. If Sukuna was truly jealous of Toru, he would have killed him along time ago. And if Sukuna broke this curse we call love, then he probably would have killed me too. But even so, all of this was a hypothetical situation that would never come to pass. All for the pupose of teasing Sukuna.

Sukuna growled yet again, his grip on my hips now rougher and tighter as he latched his teeth into my neck at bit hard which made me gasp out in both pain and pleasure. I tilted my head back as he licked the bite, letting him hold me in place so that I couldn't pull away.
"You are mine." He hissed into my ear, making me whine pathetically. This was exactly what I was hoping for when I began teasing him. And it wasn't hard to achieve.

Sukuna began biting me at different places on my neck, his administrations causing my kimono to slip off my shoulder slightly which he was indeed delighted about having seen fresh skin.
"Do you understand?" He mumbled against my skin, me nodding breathlessly as he sucked harshly on different spots at my collarbone. I hadn't even noticed that one of his hands made its way to my heat untill his fingers pinched my clit, causing me to jump slightly with a loud moan.

"I need words." He chuckled into my ear, a sweet tear falling down my face as he pulled and twisted my clit lightly.
"Y-yes." I stuttered, my eyes flittered closed as my hands gripped at the base of his shoulder. He smirked against my neck before giving me a proud nod.
"Good." He said simply before shoving three fingers into my heat with no warning. I gasped at the feeling of his roughly entering me without any time to adjust.

"S-so full." I whined, digging my head into Sukuna's neck as my hips began rolling onto his fingers, chasing taht euphoric feeling. Sukuna began chuckling, kissing the stray tear that slipped past my cheek with a malicious grin. This definitely boosted his ego.
"Just from three fingers? This is nothing compared to my cocks." He fake sympathised, saying something that caught me off guard immediately which made me open my eyes in confusion.

"C-cocks?" I asked him with a slight whine. I got no answer, instead Sukuna pressed against the sweet spot inside of me roughly, earning a loud moan. I forgot what I was asking immediately, thowing my head back in pleasure as he roughly circled his finger around my g-spot, his thumb rubbing hard against my clit. This was ao much pleasure too quickly. My brain didn't have enough time to process.

"Tell me, does that feel good?" He asked me, grabbing my chin off of his shoulder so that I was looking him in the eyes. I was practically trembking on his lap, putty within his fingers.
"Yes." I whined, nodding quickly and pathetically, my hips meetingbhis ever thrust into my wet heat.
"And who can see you like this?" He asked me with a grin, his jealousy showing through.

"You." I cried, another tear falling down my cheek which made him chuckle.
"Who can make you feel like this?" He asked again, playing with me practically like a toy at this point, knowing that he could make me orgasm on his fingers at any moment he wanted.
"Who do you belong to?" He asked again with a dark animalistic look in his eyes, knowing there was only one answer.
"You!" I yelled out, feeling the knot in my lower stomach already.

"Cum."

(A.N ~ Going back to london on Saturday, next update will probably be then!)

Chapter 58 Quote Teaser :

"Our love is all I'll ever need...and I'm okay with that."