The Military School (En)

Forgive yourself

After her escapade last night, Maya had taken some time to think about what she was going to say to Carina. After repeatedly crossing out draft sheets she had come to the same conclusion three times. She knew what she had to say. It was so clear that she couldn't understand how she hadn't thought of it sooner.

She had finally been able to go to bed. On her back as usual. She was relieved. She had finally deciphered the missing link to forgive herself. It was not going to be easy but she had found it. She could finally sleep.

It was without counting the memories of her escapade which returned to her memory. She couldn't help but smile as she thought back to those few moments spent at home in the middle of her shift.

When the idea of dreaming about this moment settled in her mind and her sleep finally appeared, a call brought her out of her half-sleep and back to reality.

- "hummmmm" a groan of disapproval left the bottom of her throat. A few seconds before she felt again the lips of her companion against her intimacy.

She was still out of her bunk and off to the ladder truck where she was stationed today. They were all on the scene. A fire in a building had broken out.

At the end of her shift she had gone home to bed. She had booked a hotel for the evening. She preferred to leave the apartment to Andy and Alberto and to be able to talk quietly to Carina. She had set her alarm clock for 4:30 p.m., just to get ready before her fiancée arrived.

At 5:15 Carina walked through the front door. Maya was wearing a loose white t-shirt, black skinny jeans and white sneakers.

-"Are you going somewhere, Bambina?" she asked, leaning in to kiss her.

- "we're sleeping in a hotel tonight, please get ready and take some clothes for tomorrow"

- "ok I'm going to take a shower and I'll be right there"

-" Amore-mio, there are showers in hotels. And you are beautifully dressed."

Carina wore a black shirt with floral patterns on it and black pants that flared slightly at the bottom.

- "ok let me get some clothes then and we can go"

On the way to the hotel, which was not so far away, the atmosphere was very quiet. Carina didn't know what to expect and Maya didn't know how her fiancée would react.

They had gone to the front desk where the receptionist had made eyes at Carina several times, annoying her fiancée in the process, who had therefore decided to grab her by the waist and kiss her while the woman behind the counter prepared the room card.

- "I can't wait to call you my wife"

Carina had entered her fiancée's game, she had put her arms around her neck, her hand in her neck and had kissed her neck. Nothing could have pleased Maya more.

-"Here you have room 602. On the sixth floor"

-"Thank you-" said Maya while looking at her fiancée and taking the card on the counter.

They then went up in the elevator, which was empty, Carina had stuck to Maya and pressed her against the back wall.

-" Carina, we're not here for that."

- "so what? I don't have the right to want my fiancée? imagine if there are cameras in the elevator, she will be able to see us".

- "who?"

- "the girl at the front desk do you think I didn't understand your little game?"

-"This is our floor," said Maya, shifting from her fiancée.