Heart in Seoul - Jenlisa G!P

45. Her Insecurities

JENNIE KIM

Today is our last night in Hawaii. I'm waiting for Lisa on her bed, which is where we cuddled to sleep during the last few days.

I have never been this happy and contented in life. Being with her feels the same like when I perform on stage in front of thousands of people.

Soon my world tour will start and I will not be able to see Lisa daily. I have always looked forward to my concerts, but this time I am also a little worried about Lisa and I.

"Hey what are you thinking? I was calling you for a while." Lisa sat in front of me and held my hand to get my attention.

"Nothing... Just about the tour and... Us"

She had a little smile on her face which made me smile too. "Are you saying Jennie Kim is nervous for the tour?" She asked playfully.

I scoffed at her. "Doing concerts is like second nature for me." She laughed lightly at my reaction. I took a deep breath and decided to ask her about my worries.

"What will happen to Us? I will be busy. Travelling, practicing, doing stuff. And We just started getting this right." I gestured between us.

"Heyy.. Relax.." Lisa said in a calming tone. "You and I, we are perfect together. We can get through anything. Even if we are going to be busy and far away from each other, I know our relationship, bond, connection, and especially our love is strong enough to overcome everything that's thrown in our way."

"But we have never been in a long distance relationship."

"We have never been in a relationship before either but here we are slaying it. Jenlisa for the win." she said and winked while smiling. I smiled too, feeling a little better.

"What about insecurities. I got jealous even from the girls looking at you from far. And I know you were territorial too sometimes."

"Hmm.. about that.. I trust you. Even though I'm jealous and territorial, I know you, we love each other and will not do anything to hurt one another."

"What about the time diff..." Before I completed my sentence she sushed me by putting a finger on my lips.

"You think too much. We are going to be fine. Better than fine. Because for me this is it. Even if there are some misunderstandings I'll do whatever I can to clear those when we are apart. I promise I will not let any of your worries come in between our relationship. You just need to focus on your work and leave this to me." She promised me while playing with the promise ring she gave me. I wore it in my ring finger during our trip with many other rings so people will not think too much about the ring if anyone saw it.

I don't know how I got so lucky to have her in my life.

"I love you Lili... So much"

"Lili? Where did that come from?" She asked confused but with a smile on her face.

I just shrugged "it's cute"

She shook her head smiling. "I love you too... Umm Nini?" She said like she was asking this as a question to herself. "Yeah Nini" she smiled more confident with the given name. "I love you too Nini soooo much more"

I don't get it how she is so mature at one moment than say something childish the other. Most interesting person.

"I like the sound of it. Lili and Nini" she said and smiled more showing her perfect white teeth.

"Me too."

"Let's sleep now?" She asked

"Ahaan"

She laid down on the bed and opened her arms to invite me. She always used to sleeps on her stomach but she changed for my comfort in the last few days. How can I not love this girl?

I smiled and lay on top of her and pamper her face with soft kisses. "Good night Lili" i said in my famous baby voice.

She giggled and hugged me by wrapping one of her arm around my waist and other under my head as I slide down from her.

I closed my eyes to sleep but than I felt soft plump lips on mine and smiled just a little. She kissed me softly, just leaving her lips on mine. She mumbled 'Good Night' with our lips connected.

Marvelling at the contact and the heat it generated throughout our bodies. I felt her heartbeat fasten, no doubt mine's the same.

I was the first one to move my lips against hers to feel just a little bit more. It didn't even took a second for her to respond and we were both in a perfect rythem, our lips dancing against each other. It was slow without any hurry.

Her hands started roaming around my back as our kiss got heated with every second that passed. My hand took a hold of her hairs and tugged her toward me as close as possible.

"Mmmm" she moaned for the first time ever. And we have done more than this before. Her moan send vibrations down my spine and I couldn't control but moan myself. This made me turn on even more. More than ever before.

I pushed her on her back and straddled her waist. She was just wearing a lower and a sports bra which gave me the opportunity to roam my hand freely around her strong abdomen. She had 4 abs and I have never seen her work out.

The kiss grew heated, we were fighting for dominance. Whenever we pause for breathing one of us was sucking others neck or collarbone or shoulder blades.

I have given her a lot of hickeys over the course of time but she never gave me a hickey because I'm a public figure, but today I wanted her to give me one. I wanted everyone to know that I belong to Lisa and she belongs to me. I wanted her to mark me for the first time ever.

I moaned her name as her hands made patterns on my thighs, I only wore short shorts and a Shirt which gave her access to my naked legs.

She squeezed my waist with one hand and roamed her other hand on my thigh, teasing me by playing with the hem of my shorts as she gave soft kissed on my neck.

I took a deep breath and joined our lips again. I can't get enough of her lips. Even though my position looks like I'm dominating but it's the total opposite. Even though she is under me right now, she is putting so much strength and passion in this kiss that it's a bit hard for me to match her energy.

Her hands were playing with the hem of my shirt and I knew she wanted to take it off.

"Take it off." I commanded between our kiss and she looked me in the eyes a little shocked because we have only gone this far once before but that was only for a moment. As she saw the determination in my eyes. She smiled and joined our lips again.