Analise
March 23
12:03 pm
"Okay now this one.." I looked at the name of the food on the baby food jar before scooping some of it onto the spoon " this one is a turkey rice dinner. Ion know why it's this color but we bout to see if you like it" I said to gio as I held the spoon to his mouth while he sat back against me on my lap
He smiled opening his mouth so I fed him the food, making sure he eat enough to taste it good. As soon as he started really tasting it, my baby's face bawled up real bad causing me to laugh
"Oh no. That's a hell no from you" I closed the jar and sat it to the side, wiping Gio's mouth, standing him up on my lap facing me "that's another jar of baby food you don't like. You gone be a real picky eater"
So far I've tried at least 10 different flavors of baby food and out of all of them, the only ones gio fucked with were the sweet potatoes, apple and the blend with banana, blackberries and blueberries. After seeing how he liked mashed potatoes I was tryina see if he would like these baby foods but I guess he want the real shit instead
"Ima need you to start liking other stuff cause I refuse to eat mashed potatoes everyday Giovonni" I jokingly said to him as I tickled at his stomach and he started laughing, showing off that deep ass dimple
Seeing how big gio was getting really made me sad at times because time was really going by so fast. In a couple of weeks he'll be 6 months old, halfway to one and I'm not ready for it at all. Him and Gigi are growing sooo beautifully I honestly can't take it
Me and Dre were STILL not talking but right now I wasn't gonna complain about it. He was doing his own thing and I was doing mine. We only spoke when it was concerning the kids and other little things but other than that, nothing.
Everybody was saying that we needed to talk and get out of our feeling and I get that, but we will talk when we ready. In the meantime I will spend my energy worrying about my kids and these two back to back petty ass birthday parties I have coming up soon.
"You keep on being picky ima have to stuff some real food into a bottle and make you eat it like they did that baby on that episode of that's so raven" I told him while somebody knocked on the door
I got up, still holding him, and went to open the door. It wasn't nobody but Dre's homeboy Marcus
"Wassup Ana" he smiled
"Hello Marcus"
He started laughing at the way I greeted him as I let him in
"You ain even had to say my name like that. Where Dre at?"
"He in the room" I pointed down the hall while going to sit back down
"Y'all still ain talking?"
"Don't you start too"
"Nah man. Y'all need to get it together. Y'all supposed to be getting married"
I rolled my eyes
" nah don't roll yo eyes. Both of y'all stubborn as hell and y'all need to get over it. Cause y'all already know y'all love each other"
"I do love him. But I love communication as well and he obviously think it's not a big deal to communicate"
"Well what y'all doing right now ain helping"
" I just don't have time for the arguing"
"Y'all ain gotta argue. And the question is, if y'all can't sit down and have a mature conversation expressing how y'all feel without arguing, do y'all need to be together?"
