Sanegiyuu oneshots

Panic attacks

*Mild angst
*Mild fluff
*Idea given by Kira_follow thanks for the idea :33

3rd person pov:

The ravenette curled up in a ball behind a tree, hyperventilating as he hugged his treasured haori. Tears streamed down his tanned face, his eyes were filled with fear and sadness, his body shook and he continuously mumbled apologies. His mind was blank, he couldn't hear anything, he couldn't smell anything, he couldn't feel anything, he felt like he was dead. He took a deep breath and stood up, barely being able to pull himself together before he headed to oyakata-sama's estate for the pillar meeting.

...

"Yo tomioka, why are you gripping your haori so tightly?" Tengen questioned, unknowingly triggering his colleague. Giyuu froze, memories of his dead loved ones washed over him like waves, drowning his thoughts and emotions. His beloved sister, lying on the ground cold and pale. His friend, orange hair stained with red and a gaping hole in his chest.

"Nothing.." the water hashira responded monotonously. He turned around and exited oyakata-sama's estate, ignoring the worried gazes of his colleagues.

Giyuu walked at a fast yet normal pace, trying his best to get back home without anyone noticing his tears stricken face. His legs shook as he walked and his lips trembled. He looked down, trying his best to mask his tears with his long hair. He continued to walk, one foot infront of another and he suddenly collided into someone. He fell to the ground, surprised by the impact.

"Ow fuck! Watch where you're going dickhead!" A raspy voice growled. Giyuu looked up and saw the wind hashira.

"S..sorry..." Giyuu mumbled, he stood up and walked past his colleague.

"Wait! Oi! Are you okay??" Sanemi asked, gripping the latter's arm. His angry facade disappeared as he noticed the ravenette. There were tear stains on the latter's face and his eyes were red, his nose was sniffling and he looked to be in a daze.

"I'm fine" giyuu snapped, yanking his arm out of sanemi's grip. He continued his way to the water estate, not bothering to glance at his colleague. The only thing that was on his mind was a knife.

...

The brunette reached home and slammed the door opened. He carelessly threw his sword aside and made his way to the kitchen. He opened the drawer and grabbed a knife, angling it on his hand and pressed down. Before he could drag the sharp blade across his arm, something smacked the knife out of his hand.

"Oi! What the fuck are you doing!" The wind hashira shouted. The knife clattered on the floor and the ravenette stared at his uninvited guests. Sanemi's scarred face showed signs of concern and his breathing was ragged.

"What the fuck are you doing?!" He repeated, pointing at the knife.

"How did you get in" giyuu muttered.

"Your front door was opened. That's not the point, what the fuck are you thinking of doing?" Sanemi yelled, slamming his fist on the counter. Giyuu flinched at the noise, he swallowed hard and turned away.

"Oi! I'm talking to you dickhead! Don't ignore me!"

Giyuu didn't respond, he continued to walk down the corridor to his bedroom.