Changed.

XVI. The call

Harry Styles

It was the loud snores of my mates, the sun shining through me, and the mix of giggles that were nearby. It were times like these where I had to accept the fact that I had another family, where I was accepted in my own shit. Not that my real family didn't accept me but these people were at my same age and they would literally understand my weirdness more.

My mum and step-dad have been texting non-stop if I was okay, even Gemma. It wasn't the first time my little sister would check up on me, but its been so long since she texted me. Not the kind of sweet stuff people would think but a bit caring, stuff like:

"Bruh, you okay there? If you get hurt go to the nearest hospital or tell the boys to drive you there." or "mum and dad says they love you...take care there big brother .x" as I immediately reply to her.

"I know, I know....you love me more little sis. I miss you guys !" and getting off the blankets as I make my way up to my bathroom. It was a usual and lazy day for me, just like how I felt when I was a kid. I mean it was monday. Great day, huh?

My head hurts much worse than the last trip we had, and that meant not remembering anything from last night. I was so drunk I couldn't even remember how we got home but by the looks of it, I knew my girlfriend took care of us again.

After my usual activities in the morning, I checked my phone if there were notifications that would pop up in my phone, a good thing there were two unread messages from Sky. I immediately opened it up as I had a smile on my face.

"baby, you're drunk you should sleep now." sent at exactly 12:56 A.M-- ,and "goodmorning .... see you later at school." sent at 6:45 A.M.

Why did she text me late that night if we were all together? wait! What time did we even get home? I checked our conversation as my eyes widen with a text before she texted me that I was drunk. But the problem was even though I was drunk, I meant that. She had to know it.

But it was all too early. I wanted her to know that I love her already, and that I fall for her more and more every second. But there was always a hamartia. I wish it didn't exist. What if I did tell her and she believed me, what would her reaction be? What would happen next? Happily ever after? I wish.

Maybe I should wait a little more. I hope she could wait. I just replied, "okay, see ya later baby." as it sent.

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I went downstairs which I found Jas and Zayn cuddling on the couch while watching t.v. Louis and Niall playing video games, lastly Liam and Sophia were just sitting on the floor, focused on their phones probably on the internet.

"Morning, sleepyhead." Jas said as Zayn and her waved at me.

"mornin" I responded with a smile.

There were no sign of the lads of 5sos including Gail which obviously had to stay with Ashton for the night, and because of situations like Calum, Luke or even Michael throwing up.

I went upstairs again only to take a shower. It was a hot monday to be specific so I suggest I should just wear something casual.

The water was damn refreshing, it was a hot day but the shower was cold and it totally fitted it. I couldn't help but think about her. Should she know already? Or should I just pretend like nothing happened and I was just drunk?

I walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my body. I looked for my shorts, and a white t-shirt, with my running shoes. I was fresh, and I sure liked it.

"Harry, we'll be out in ten." the voice of Niall startled me as I only respond a quick, "okay" to him. I was all set up and ready to go to school again, actually its only been two days since the last time we went to school but in all that's happened it felt like ages. Not that I missed school but actually, you could already say that. Especially poetry, and the movie room. I wonder when we'll come there again.