FEBRUARY 24, 2025

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Restless
I don't know if I can do this anymore
The feeling of distress
Won't leave me deep within the core

A teapot ready to pour
But now she's mindful of broken cups she might endure
Too thirsty for hydration
But she promised to never drink the poison

I don't know if I can do this anymore
How can I get through this if I'm not allowed to step on myself
For a temporary healing behind the door
If I just didn't let myself be an open book on the shelf

They said, I did a great job for waking up and ending the dilemma
I said, my ego is still puzzled why we let a tyrant enter our walled era
They said it happened for a reason
Now, I know that trusting people with your feelings will bear it's fruit in due season

Despite how much I'm regretting what had happened
I still can't argue
I'm terrified someone - I might offend
I said, the damage is done but I won't sue you

I don't know if I can do this anymore
I said I'm not fine, yet, I'm working for a cure
I'm not walking to the same path and talking to the same horror
I'll heal by myself and God – for sure

Rain

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