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I was laying in bed while vinnie was live streaming. I felt I needed to shower, so I got out of bed and walked towards him.
"Im gonna shower," i said, kissing his cheek. But as I walked away he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a kiss.
I went to the bathroom, starting the shower. I got undressed, and looked at myself in the mirror. How could he love this?
I weigh 115 pounds, my arms look big, I have a little chubby stomach.. he has to prefer skinnier girls. A few tears ran down my face as I started over thinking.
I got in the shower, crying while wetting my hair. How can he honestly love a girl who looks like this? I don't know how long I had been in here.
The whole bathroom was steaming, my eyes were puffy. I was upset that I looked like this. I sat in the corner with my head in my knees.
There was a knock on the door but I didn't answer. But the door had opened. My skin was red from all the heat as I had it turned all the way.
"y/n.. oh my.." he turned the water off, grabbing a towel and helping me up. He moved my hair out of my face, wrapping the towel around me.
He noticed my puffy eyes. "Why were you crying, hm?" He stroked my cheek gently. "Why would you love someone who looks like this?" I looked up at him. He was almost a foot taller than me.
"What are you talking about, baby?" He looked at me confused. "Look at me, vinnie.. I'm not what you want.."
He shook his head removing my towel. He began to kiss my chest, and work his way down to my stomach. My crying never stopped. He then, kissed my hip dips, and my thighs. He came back up kissing over everything again making sure not to miss an inch.
He pecked my lips. "I don't see what you're talking about.. you're absolutely breathtaking.. every single inch of you."
He assured me. He pulled me into a hug. "I think you're perfect, my love.. I wouldn't change anything about you." He placed a kiss on top of my head.
He grabbed me one of his shirts, and I grabbed some shorts and got dressed. I laid down in bed, facing my back towards him, but he pulled me close pulling my back to his chest.
He kissed my shoulder, going up to my cheek, kissing it repeatedly, making me laugh.
"There's that beautiful laugh." He said, making me forget about everything.
A/N: didn't really like this :/
- I love u!
