- sad content
- this will the same as the last, but this will be his pov :)
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It's been two months since me and y/n broke up. I want to know how she's been. Is she okay? Did she move on? Once we broke up she stopped posting on social media.
When I packed up and left, I took a couple of our favorite pictures, and kept my favorite polaroid or her in my wallet.
I went for a walk on the beach, with my hands in my pocket.
*flashback*
y/n jumped on me with a small squeal. She wrapped her arms around my neck while she was attached to my back. She rested her head against the back of mine.
"what would you do if i threw you in?" I asked smirking. Her arms tightened around me along with her legs. "Please no the waters cold!" She laughed. I set her down and spun her around.
Her hair blew in the wind, the sun shining on her beautiful brown eyes. Her skin glowing. She's perfect. I love her. She looked at me not knowing I had been admiring her. "Vinnieee.. stop" she hid in my chest giggling.
I chuckled. "Can't help it.. you're beautiful." I commented. "No this is beautiful" she pointed at the water, resting her head against my chest. "I love you." I said.
"Forever?" She held up her pinky. "Forever." I wrapped mine around hers, and kissed her head.
*flashback over*
I sat on the rocks with my face in my hands. Why did I hurt such a beautiful soul? I was tempted to text her, but I'm sure she wants nothing to do with me. I couldn't be at the beach anymore.
I went home. But on the way home, i had to pass her apartment. It was the only way to get home. I was at a red light in front of her place. She hasn't closed her window yet. But when I looked, i saw her sitting at her vanity. She had her hands on the side of her head, crying. She looked in the mirror trying to get herself to stop but i could tell she couldn't find the urge to.
I arrived home. It wasn't the same. But i had a reason to leave.. or did I? Was my reason stupid? Maybe she wasn't going to be the girl I had pictured in my head.
*flashback*
She was laying her head in my lap while I stroked her hair. She fell asleep while I continued to watch my show. My mind began to go to the negative place while I admired her while she slept.
"What if she's cheating on me? Or, what if she leaves me? What if she's using me for sex?" Those thoughts took over my mind so bad. I looked back down at her. She was breathtaking even while sleeping.
I can't be in this relationship if this is how it turns out. I didn't want to know. Tomorrow, I'm leaving while she's at work.
*flashback over*
What i did was stupid. I miss her. I need her. I love her. I grabbed my keys and wallet and quickly drove over to her place. I was hesitant to knock on her door.
But i found the courage and knocked. She didn't answer. I knocked again. The door opened. There she was. Even crying she looks beautiful. I hate being the cause of it.
"I know you hate me and i know you don't wanna see me right now but li-" her arms going around my neck cut me off. I was a foot taller than her, so she pulled me low. To her height. She began to cry. I was very hesitant on putting my arms around her, but the way she squeezed me, i couldn't resist.
I stood up straight keeping my arms around her. She wrapped her legs around my waist and continued to cry. "y/n.." i started but she cut me off. "no.. don't leave me.. just hold me for a little longer.. please" she pleaded.
*flashback*
y/n said she didn't feel good because she was on her period and that she was going to lay down. She told me to stay in here so I did as instructed. But something wasn't right.
I went into the room and saw her crying. I walked over to her and placed my hand on her shoulder. "baby, why are you crying?" I asked softly. "I don't know.. it's hard to control your emotions."
I lifted her arm up and wrapped her entire body around me. "don't ever let me go." She mumbled through her tears. "never." I assured.
*flashback over*
"y/n.. listen" and i set her down closing the door. She sat on the counter. I began to explain why i left. She jumped off the counter and started to yell at me. I deserved it. I made a dumb mistake. She pushed me and jabbed her finger into my chest. I let her.
But her head fell onto my chest and she wrapped her arms around me. She began to cry as I wrapped my arms around her. "Please.." she said.
"Please what?" I wiped some of her tears away. I was crying too, but because I hurt such a sweet soul and seeing her hurt like this. "Please don't leave me again.." she said through her tears. I pulled her into me more.
"Leaving you was the biggest mistake I've ever made, and I'm not going to make that mistake again." I assured.
"Does that mean you'll move back in?" She giggled. "Is that what you want?" She nodded quickly. "How about this.." i started, "tomorrow I'll go turn the keys in and bring my stuff.. yeah?" She nodded with that beautiful smile across her face.
"y/n.. listen.. I know this doesn't change much.. but words can never describe how sorry I am for hurting you the way I did and I promise I will never do it again." I held up my pinky.
She laughed and wrapped hers around mine. "I never needed an apology from you, vinnie. I just wanted answers." She said lowly.
"Im not going anywhere this time.. you're stuck with me forever." I held up my pinky once again. She hesitated and I don't blame her. "I promise." I assured once more.
She grinned, and wrapped hers around mine and pecked my lips. "Forever." She said. She took me to the room and we laid down and peacefully went to sleep.
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