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me and vinnie broke up a few days ago. we both relied on each other too much and we were becoming unhealthy. I was sitting on my couch staring blankly at the tv.
I haven't slept in days, haven't really eaten, I sort of just shut everyone out. Sitting in my own guilt and regret for letting us get this way.
But the doorbell ringing ripped me out of my thoughts. I slowly got up and opened the door. I saw no one but when I looked down I saw a bouquet of my favorite flowers. I picked them up, closing the door. I set them on the counter and saw the small card that came along with it.
It was from vinnie. how sweet but it made me burst into tears.
*a week later 6:30pm*
For the first time in a week, I get up and take a shower. I look at myself in the mirror. who have I become? I didn't even recognize myself. I looked so tired, so drained.
I didn't look like myself. I brushed my teeth and hopped in the shower.
*flashback*
"no not in the shower.." i laughed, kissing him. "but why? it's the best place." he whined.
"what if you slip?"
"that's what the walls for. so I can have a good grip." he smirked at me. "how about after we shower?"
"fine." he sighed. in one quick motion, he turned off the water and threw me over his shoulder, hovering over me on the bed as I smiled.
*flashback over*
after cleaning myself up, I stepped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my cold body. I grabbed an oversized shirt and shorts. The shirt covered the shorts I was wearing. the shirt stopping mid thigh.
I looked at myself in the mirror as I brushed my hair, tears threatening to fall. but a knock on my door interrupted my thoughts.
who would be knocking at.. 7. i set my hairbrush down and walked to the front door.
before even looking to see who it was, I just opened the door. there he was. standing right in front of me.
he looked tired. like he's been crying, hasn't slept in days.
"vinnie.." I finally spoke as he continued to look down at me.
"what are you doing here?"
"y/n we made a mistake.. we shouldn't have broken up.. I miss you."
"I miss you too vinnie but..you wanted this." i held back tears.
"I really think we should be talked it out instead of just.. breaking up.. I'm sorry for causing you so much pain.. i.." he sighed. I was feeling the same way.
The breakup was more mutual than just him cussing me out and him leaving.
I grabbed him arm pulling him inside. I closed the door, locking it.
i slowly wrapped my arms around his waist, his going around my neck. I missed him. His touch. His smell. The way he held me so close to his chest.
"never leave me again.."
"leaving you is a mistake i never want to make again."
"let's talk it out okay?"
he nodded. "we'll be okay beautiful." he pecked my lips and with that, we made our way to the couch.
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