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It was my first time having sex.. and having sex with vinnie. It wasn't his first but with me he went gentle until i pleaded for him to go harder and faster. He basically made me lose the ability to walk. He was laying on top of me, but flipped us over to where i was on top of him.
His hand rubbed my back while the other stroked my thigh. I heard about 'aftercare' i heard it was a good thing for a guy to do after sex. And girls too of course. I didn't know what it was like or how it worked. But eventually, vinnie got up my putting his clothes on. He put his shirt over my head. He just put his sweatpants on and went to the bathroom.
He came out a couple seconds later and i was waiting for him to come back to bed. But instead, he went to his setup and began streaming. Completely forgetting I was there. I was just laying there. In my underwear and in his shirt. Thankfully it was big enough to cover. I got up and went into the bathroom, and grabbed a washcloth removing all the sweat from my face, neck and chest.
I set that to the side, and grabbed my hairbrush, i brushed my hair slowly. Wondering why he isn't giving me aftercare. Every couple seconds I could hear him laughing and trying not to die. I always loved watching him play his games, but tonight, that was different. I wanted his attention. I want his attention to be on me and not that.
I came out of the bathroom, and he didn't even turn. He usually does. I laid on the bed and got under the covers. I watched him play his game shirtless. I was upset. Was I being dramatic? I turned over where i couldn't see him and he couldn't see my face. Just my body. I cried lightly but quietly too.
I eventually cried myself to sleep.
*vinnies pov*
It was 1:45am, and i just finished streaming. I turned around to see y/n curled into a ball. The covers moved down to her ankles. I laid behind her, and she kept sniffling but was still asleep. I rested my arm above her head, my fingertips going up and down her arm. "hey.. what's wrong?" Her eyes slowly opened and she turned and faced me.
Her eyes were red and a little puffy. "why were you crying?" My thumb moved up and down her cheek. "was i not good enough?" I furrowed my eyebrows.. why would she think that? "of course you were.. you were more than enough and you are enough. why are you asking?" My thumb never stopped caressing her cheek. "because after we had sex you went right to your game and didn't acknowledge me.. you kinda just left me there making me feel like i didnt give you what you wanted or didn't satisfy you.."
"no no you satisfied me.." i sighed deeply. "can i tell you a story?" she nodded. "i used to give aftercare.. believe me it was my favorite thing. I loved to be clingy, i loved to help and give you what you need, remove your makeup, take away the sweat, fix your hair, etc.. but the first time I did it, i tried to give her aftercare but she pushed me away and told me to stop being so clingy or no other girl is going to want me. I didn't listen. So the next girl, she said the same thing.. so I started to think it was true. That's why i didn't give you attention because i didn't want you to leave me because I'm in love with you."
Her eyes had softened.
*y/ns pov*
"i love it when you're clingy, vinnie. And I'm not those girls.. i love when all your attention comes back to me.. I'm sorry those girls lied to you." His thumb continued to caress my cheek. "Let it be your favorite thing next time." I smiled at him. he raised his eyebrows.. "next time? you'd wanna do it again?" He chuckled at me. "i wanna do it right now.." i whispered against his lips.
He began to kiss me, slipping his tongue into my mouth, as I moved and sat on top of him. I slowly grinded myself against him, causing him to groan. My lips parted from his. He removed my shirt throwing it on the floor, as he sat up straight. My hands ran through his hair, as his hands rested on my hips moving for me. He began to move me at a fast pace.
"mmm vinnie.." i moaned. He placed wet kissed on my neck, trailing down to my chest, going back up to my jaw and kissing my lips. That was all it took for me to fall over the edge. His lips stayed against mine, muffling my moans. "pin me down." I whispered in his ear, kissing his cheek and then his lips.
He flipped us over, and he was now on top of me. He kissed down my chest, stomach, and thighs. He removed my underwear, and pulled down his sweats and underwear too. He lined himself up, and rested his arms next to my head. "ready?" i nodded. He slowly slid himself in, and my nails began to drag down his back once he fully pushed himself in with a loud groan. I wrapped my legs around him, causing him to go impossibly deeper.
My eyes screwed shut, and my mouth open in a silent moan. He began to move in and out slowly. "come on, vinnie.. faster." he smashed his lips against mine, and his pace quickened. I moaned loudly. The word 'yes' was all I could get out at this point.
"oh, im so close." vinnie said through a groan.
That was all it took for me to fall over the edge again. My squeezing around him, caused him to finish at the same time. He fell on top of me, his breathing was rapid just like mine. My hand ran through his hair, while his hand stroke my thigh that was upright. He pulled out of me, and gave me one more passionate kiss, and put his shirt back over my head, and carried me to the bathroom with a laugh.
- first time writing smut 😀 im a virgin so forgive me if it's not right
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